02-02-2011, 06:17 AM
(02-01-2011, 04:21 PM)mat422 Wrote: Tonights the last night of stage 1 2010. I'm pretty excited to be moving on to stage 2 and using the 2011 version. I figured I wrap up what stage 1 has done for me so I have something to look back on.
- My movement is very flowing and relaxed. Before I had to consciously tell myself to relax, but now its on autopilot and it feels really smooth.
-I speak my mind more often without fear of the consequences.
-I am less reactive towards negativity, I can usually just laugh it off.
-My voice projects a lot better, probably because I feel so relaxed.
-I'm more outgoing, but at the same time am completely comfortable with silence
-I'm beginning to feel that people have no power over me. Authority figures like teachers and stuff, I respect them but at the same time I won't tolerate any nonsense from them.
-I am way more indifferent. I kind of have the attitude of it's cool if it happens and if it doesn't that's also cool.
-My standards for girls has gone up lol. I'm also not as blinded by a pretty face, I look beyond that and watch out for manipulative or bratty behavior, instant disqualifier right there.
I'd say that so far that this subliminal has worked wonders. There's probably other stuff I'm not realizing because I've already internalized it and it feels natural. But this is definitely the most change I have ever gotten out of any kind of self improvement.
I had the same exact changes as you had, however, mine were more subtle and less noticeable for myself. The other thing was that I found myself more and more depressed towards the end of the stage. But I think that could also deal with Carpe Diem and not so much allowing myself to look forward to events when I have a bad, rather I keep focus on how shitty I feel right now.
