05-30-2015, 05:50 AM
Day 12 of alpha male subs. Still going strong. I am very happy to have them.
Using the combined forces of turning my beliefs around and using law of attraction as well. I am going to bring that asian sexual lover into my life. I can feel the ferocious energy burning inside me.
Also a little anecdote from earlier regarding visualizing.
So I have had trouble realising what visualizing even is. I can picture things in my mind but i only see the visual of them. I neglect to see every sense with it. So at first I thought my brain was broken and I can't even visualize anything. Then today I realised its not so much about the intricate detail of just the visual but more the feeling of having it already. Like if you think back to a time as a kid when you were going to get something for christmas. If you imagine already having it then your feelings are drawn to it and in return that object is drawn to you.
Let me give you an example of what happened today. It is important to note that for the past like 4 days I've been sending out strong vibes for a sexy hot sweet attractive korean girlfriend. I guess it comes as no surprise to you guys that I admit I've never had a girlfriend before. So I have no idea what having one would have felt like. Consequently for the past few days ive been trying my hardest to create imagery, focusing on the physical attractiveness of what I want in a partner, wrote a list of qualities and personality traits, imagined as hard as i could about them and feel an overwhelming surge of happiness like I have never felt that happy since I was a happy-go-lucky kid. Jesus it was intense.
So today I wake up and go to the gym. I see no asian girls. not even one. I'm thinking "surely the universe can show me some today?" but nope not one in sight all morning.
Then I decide to just focus on my goal I have an attractive sexy korean girlfriend..thank you thank you thank you.. playing on a loop in my mind - like a mantra. I also looked upwards and just imagined what it would already feel like to have this person in my life already. It was very brief but I believe for the first time I successfully managed to visualize because what happened next was scary.
Basically after I did this I focused on the path ahead of me because I was walking on a busy street and I shit you not a car with 2 asian girls just passes me by like out of no where.
okay so must be just a coincidence right? so I try the visualizing again. Another car goes by with a white guy (which is what i am) and an attractive asian girl next to him. Huh?! wow what the hell. And similar things like this kept repeating themselves when I did it. These visualizations lasted mere seconds but what if I could harness it for much much longer???
Only time will tell what can happen next..
Just wanted to share it here since this is like my daily diary anyways
More to come
LM
