05-28-2015, 08:17 PM
Listening Time: Ongoing
I'm now coming towards the end of Stage 5. I have noticed some changes in both internal and external environments. Here is my brief summary of the stage.
- Willingness to take on leadership positions. This became more pronounced when in group situations and the working environment. Before AM6, I would let someone else take on the leadership role when involving group activities and socializing. Now I find myself looking to take on some leadership positions, mainly to hone in my skills to being able to lead and trust my decision-making skills when under pressure. Currently I'm spending the summer working at a local Boy's and Girl's Club. Anyone whom has worked around children knows that this is definitely a chaotic environment. In this type of environment, the strengths and weaknesses of your leadership skills will be exposed. But I see this as a good thing, as it shows me what areas in my skillsets I need to work on, and it highlights most of my strengths in being able to lead in such of an environment. Overall, this has been a very welcoming change of events.
- Interests in women is still very low. This is a big one, as I've started to see some shifts in how women interact with me now that I can feel the Abundance of the Universe. My focus so far has been nothing but work, schooling, and making career-plans for the future. Due to these changes, I have lost interests in approaching women. Of course I still have a great interest in Asian women, and I still plan to run the AYP sub come July. But besides that, my interactions with women lately have been short and care-free. In doing, this has seemed to intrigue some of these women as well. I have gotten random messages from female friends, wondering what I have been up to and all. One girl even asked if we can hangout for lunch this summer, although my workload would say otherwise. The female attention has definitely gone up now that I'm focusing on other areas right now.
- Manifestations. This one has been huge, too. Before school ended, I was were looking for a job to have my own finances during the summer without having to rely on my parents much. Within weeks before finishing up my main tutoring job, I found myself getting a lot of job opportunities and approaching many interviews. Before long, I landed me a job that will carry me throughout the entire summer and definitely add more to my savings before the school year starts up. But not only had I manifested these opportunities, but I have also manifested people as well. For example, I recently got in contact with one of my former teachers back from 2nd grade. Just before getting in contact with them, my mom haven't too long asked me what was the name of my 2nd grade teacher. I've also had classmates from both elementary school and high school hit me up on Facebook. Mind you, these are people whom I haven't seen in years.
That's it for my summary of this stage. I'll be starting the final stage, Stage 6, on Sunday coming up. In a way, I'm sad that this first run of the Alpha journey is coming close to the end. But at the same time, I'm very excited for the future to come, especially with the powers of both the Universe and these subs involved.
I'm now coming towards the end of Stage 5. I have noticed some changes in both internal and external environments. Here is my brief summary of the stage.
- Willingness to take on leadership positions. This became more pronounced when in group situations and the working environment. Before AM6, I would let someone else take on the leadership role when involving group activities and socializing. Now I find myself looking to take on some leadership positions, mainly to hone in my skills to being able to lead and trust my decision-making skills when under pressure. Currently I'm spending the summer working at a local Boy's and Girl's Club. Anyone whom has worked around children knows that this is definitely a chaotic environment. In this type of environment, the strengths and weaknesses of your leadership skills will be exposed. But I see this as a good thing, as it shows me what areas in my skillsets I need to work on, and it highlights most of my strengths in being able to lead in such of an environment. Overall, this has been a very welcoming change of events.
- Interests in women is still very low. This is a big one, as I've started to see some shifts in how women interact with me now that I can feel the Abundance of the Universe. My focus so far has been nothing but work, schooling, and making career-plans for the future. Due to these changes, I have lost interests in approaching women. Of course I still have a great interest in Asian women, and I still plan to run the AYP sub come July. But besides that, my interactions with women lately have been short and care-free. In doing, this has seemed to intrigue some of these women as well. I have gotten random messages from female friends, wondering what I have been up to and all. One girl even asked if we can hangout for lunch this summer, although my workload would say otherwise. The female attention has definitely gone up now that I'm focusing on other areas right now.
- Manifestations. This one has been huge, too. Before school ended, I was were looking for a job to have my own finances during the summer without having to rely on my parents much. Within weeks before finishing up my main tutoring job, I found myself getting a lot of job opportunities and approaching many interviews. Before long, I landed me a job that will carry me throughout the entire summer and definitely add more to my savings before the school year starts up. But not only had I manifested these opportunities, but I have also manifested people as well. For example, I recently got in contact with one of my former teachers back from 2nd grade. Just before getting in contact with them, my mom haven't too long asked me what was the name of my 2nd grade teacher. I've also had classmates from both elementary school and high school hit me up on Facebook. Mind you, these are people whom I haven't seen in years.
That's it for my summary of this stage. I'll be starting the final stage, Stage 6, on Sunday coming up. In a way, I'm sad that this first run of the Alpha journey is coming close to the end. But at the same time, I'm very excited for the future to come, especially with the powers of both the Universe and these subs involved.
"People gonna talk about you, whether you doing good or bad. So go and be about your business."
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
