Minitatan's SM 3.0 Journal

[Minititan]

I wouldn't call myself an inspiration. My first AM5 run was a disaster, I chose the wrong time in my life to run it and as a result only made it like a week into stage 4 before I couldn't handle it anymore. The second run I completed but due to the horrible experiences of the first run I did the minimum of 8 hours a day, and I'm not sure if I followed the 32 day rule exactly. And both my sm2 and sm3 runs were also not the right time and I wasn't prepared, not alpha at starting. My best results with a sub have to be AM6 it has changed my life for the better and now I'm finally ready to take on the challenge of SM again. In 8 days (I think) this journey starts afresh and I'm excited for what is too come

Well that's cool. But you stuck with it, re-adjusted, but kept going. That's what I do so i know that with time, I can see the same kinds of results. I just need to be aware of when it is (or is not) the right time to use which sub.

You say even using AM the first time wasn't the right time either though, how did you know and what did you do to get yourself prepared/ how did you know what you "needed"?

The first time I ran AM5 I had just got out of a 5 year relationship and was heavily depressed. A few months in I lost a family member. The sub itself was vicious in pulling you into states of anger and depression and at the time I couldn't deal with it. To get ready I had to recover from my depression and get back to work etc before attempting again