04-16-2015, 06:13 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-17-2015, 02:33 AM by Why So Serious?.)
@koshas
Really! That's cool. I'm happy for the changes you made. I hope to be a better person after I finish AF.
@Shannon
I never thought about it like that. Now that you think about it I am starting to appreciate everything that happened during AF. Even the bad times. I took it for granted while running it. It's nice to be grateful for the few changes I made.
Thanks for the compliment and hope you can release AF by then too. If not no big deal.
The last couple of days have been great. I feel really strong and centered. I attempted to stand up to my boss for something he blamed me for but I didn't do it. Unfortunately it didn't go well. Long story short he is played the I forgot card and changed the story making it seem like he never blamed me in the first place.
I was scared to do talk to him but I did it. It just didn't end well.
My mom didn't like my choice to try a different job position and I stood my ground for once. I didn't do what I usually do. I didn't make a great argument. (I'm new to all this give me a break.
) She apologized later on so all is well.
Today on the way home that good feeling went away and all I felt was dread. It only lasted for 2 to 3 hours. I can't pinpoint where it came from though.
I guess I don't need to worry about it.
Sometimes I feel like I'm getting too ahead of my self with feel so good about myself. I don't want to come off as a .....itch. Some people at work have said I have become rebellious and sassy.
Oh and I'm going to try and introduce my mom to subs tomorrow. Pray for me.
Still counting down the days before I start AF again.
Really! That's cool. I'm happy for the changes you made. I hope to be a better person after I finish AF.
@Shannon
I never thought about it like that. Now that you think about it I am starting to appreciate everything that happened during AF. Even the bad times. I took it for granted while running it. It's nice to be grateful for the few changes I made.
Thanks for the compliment and hope you can release AF by then too. If not no big deal.
The last couple of days have been great. I feel really strong and centered. I attempted to stand up to my boss for something he blamed me for but I didn't do it. Unfortunately it didn't go well. Long story short he is played the I forgot card and changed the story making it seem like he never blamed me in the first place.
I was scared to do talk to him but I did it. It just didn't end well.
My mom didn't like my choice to try a different job position and I stood my ground for once. I didn't do what I usually do. I didn't make a great argument. (I'm new to all this give me a break.
) She apologized later on so all is well.Today on the way home that good feeling went away and all I felt was dread. It only lasted for 2 to 3 hours. I can't pinpoint where it came from though.
I guess I don't need to worry about it.Sometimes I feel like I'm getting too ahead of my self with feel so good about myself. I don't want to come off as a .....itch.
Some people at work have said I have become rebellious and sassy.Oh and I'm going to try and introduce my mom to subs tomorrow. Pray for me.
Still counting down the days before I start AF again.
