04-15-2015, 07:26 AM
Listening Time: 13 hours
I'm now starting to have dreams that I can fully remember. During the early stages of AM6, my dreams were so random I barely remember even half of the contents of it. Now the dreams are becoming more pronounced and more detailed. Last night, I had a dream that I was at home, doing schoolwork as usual. My phone then begins to ring and I look at it to see who was calling. The caller ID showed it was a girl from my past I used to have a crush on. For some reason, I didn't feel like talking to her so I just ignored the call. Soon, the phone starts ringing again and it starts to become annoying because it was only her that kept on calling. The more she tried calling back, the more I get annoyed and ignore the phone. Then, on one particular call, I hear a knock just outside my bedroom window. My brother comes into my room because he heard the same knock as well. He offers to go outside and check for me since I didn't want to go outside. He goes to check and comes back to say that someone is out there waiting for you. Knowing whom it was, I simply ignore and just barricade myself into my room. That was it for the dream, as I woke up afterwards.
Meanwhile back in reality, things have been going pretty smoothly lately. Just been more focused on school and work, although I have an opportunity for my career in football scouting by enrolling in the Scouting Academy and tune-up my skillsets in personnel evaluations. I also got an opportunity for a non-football internship that can help greatly in having a full-time job once school is done and while I'm focusing on getting a scouting job.
On the women front, nothing that is blatant but there are still signs that changes are being made. Recently I had an older woman in her 40's give me the most intense Deer-In-The-Headlights stare I have ever witnessed. Completely caught me off guard lol. My interactions with women in general has been smooth, with some flirty and humorous remarks thrown in here and there. I mainly do it because I genuinely feel like it, not because I'm wanting to impress them. Interest in women is still low, but I do find opportunities to interact and socialize for the fun of it. Pheromones have been of great help too, but I no longer rely on them as crutches. If anything, they're used to only enhanced the inner alpha within me and to enhance the interactions around me.
Looking forward to doing Stage 5 later this month. The cool "James Bond" effect will definitely be interesting to behold.
I'm now starting to have dreams that I can fully remember. During the early stages of AM6, my dreams were so random I barely remember even half of the contents of it. Now the dreams are becoming more pronounced and more detailed. Last night, I had a dream that I was at home, doing schoolwork as usual. My phone then begins to ring and I look at it to see who was calling. The caller ID showed it was a girl from my past I used to have a crush on. For some reason, I didn't feel like talking to her so I just ignored the call. Soon, the phone starts ringing again and it starts to become annoying because it was only her that kept on calling. The more she tried calling back, the more I get annoyed and ignore the phone. Then, on one particular call, I hear a knock just outside my bedroom window. My brother comes into my room because he heard the same knock as well. He offers to go outside and check for me since I didn't want to go outside. He goes to check and comes back to say that someone is out there waiting for you. Knowing whom it was, I simply ignore and just barricade myself into my room. That was it for the dream, as I woke up afterwards.
Meanwhile back in reality, things have been going pretty smoothly lately. Just been more focused on school and work, although I have an opportunity for my career in football scouting by enrolling in the Scouting Academy and tune-up my skillsets in personnel evaluations. I also got an opportunity for a non-football internship that can help greatly in having a full-time job once school is done and while I'm focusing on getting a scouting job.
On the women front, nothing that is blatant but there are still signs that changes are being made. Recently I had an older woman in her 40's give me the most intense Deer-In-The-Headlights stare I have ever witnessed. Completely caught me off guard lol. My interactions with women in general has been smooth, with some flirty and humorous remarks thrown in here and there. I mainly do it because I genuinely feel like it, not because I'm wanting to impress them. Interest in women is still low, but I do find opportunities to interact and socialize for the fun of it. Pheromones have been of great help too, but I no longer rely on them as crutches. If anything, they're used to only enhanced the inner alpha within me and to enhance the interactions around me.
Looking forward to doing Stage 5 later this month. The cool "James Bond" effect will definitely be interesting to behold.
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- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
