03-31-2015, 09:22 PM
Listening Time: 13 hours
Today has been the best day so far in my alpha male development. I've been sh*t-tested by a group of girls while on the job today (I'm going to start referring to these tests as Alpha-tests because, when you really think about, most sh*t-tests from women are testing to see if you're truly an alpha or not) and I felt like my instincts just went into overdrive.
To give some backstory on what led up to this opportune occasion, this group of girls are late-teenagers whom are upperclassmen in high school. These girls are definitely superficial and into themselves. I even petty their boyfriends because they definitely act beta when around them. Usually I don't have much problems with them, but sometimes they will make smart remarks to me when I don't let them have their way. Today, I was having none of it.
Today I was returning remarks after remarks with my own snide remarks. I didn't even had to think much. Whatever remark they made towards me, I returned it with full throttle and not backing down from the challenge. One of the girls literally said she has never seen this side of me before. Another girl tried to go on the defensive and say I was being mean towards them. Me? I couldn't give a penny to care if their feelings were getting hurt or not. I only responded like that when they gave snide remarks, so hurting their feelings was the least of my concerns. Eventually, they realize that they weren't going to change my position so they backed down from the challenge.
The whole experience felt so awesome. Whether I was being serious or not, I didn't care. The whole point of the interaction was standing up for myself and not backing down to people that try to disrespect me. In all honesty, I could have easily ignored them and minded my own business. But something clicked in my head today, something that has been hidden for a long time and finally made itself known in full force. And I like it, a lot. I now see why the whole gist of Alpha-tests are games. These tests are meant to see if you're true to the alpha male vibe you're putting out. As long as you stay true to the core of your alpha vibe, these tests are definitely easy and fun. I just wish I had the guts to have been true to myself years before AM6. Now? I definitely look forward to any and every Alpha-test that comes my way.
Today has been the best day so far in my alpha male development. I've been sh*t-tested by a group of girls while on the job today (I'm going to start referring to these tests as Alpha-tests because, when you really think about, most sh*t-tests from women are testing to see if you're truly an alpha or not) and I felt like my instincts just went into overdrive.
To give some backstory on what led up to this opportune occasion, this group of girls are late-teenagers whom are upperclassmen in high school. These girls are definitely superficial and into themselves. I even petty their boyfriends because they definitely act beta when around them. Usually I don't have much problems with them, but sometimes they will make smart remarks to me when I don't let them have their way. Today, I was having none of it.
Today I was returning remarks after remarks with my own snide remarks. I didn't even had to think much. Whatever remark they made towards me, I returned it with full throttle and not backing down from the challenge. One of the girls literally said she has never seen this side of me before. Another girl tried to go on the defensive and say I was being mean towards them. Me? I couldn't give a penny to care if their feelings were getting hurt or not. I only responded like that when they gave snide remarks, so hurting their feelings was the least of my concerns. Eventually, they realize that they weren't going to change my position so they backed down from the challenge.
The whole experience felt so awesome. Whether I was being serious or not, I didn't care. The whole point of the interaction was standing up for myself and not backing down to people that try to disrespect me. In all honesty, I could have easily ignored them and minded my own business. But something clicked in my head today, something that has been hidden for a long time and finally made itself known in full force. And I like it, a lot. I now see why the whole gist of Alpha-tests are games. These tests are meant to see if you're true to the alpha male vibe you're putting out. As long as you stay true to the core of your alpha vibe, these tests are definitely easy and fun. I just wish I had the guts to have been true to myself years before AM6. Now? I definitely look forward to any and every Alpha-test that comes my way.
"People gonna talk about you, whether you doing good or bad. So go and be about your business."
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
