03-26-2015, 05:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-26-2015, 05:03 PM by Why So Serious?.)
@Alphareal
Thanks I don't feel so bad about it now. It just depends on the guy.
I made the decision to stick with this sub until I get the results I want. I still keep getting distracted with all the other subs I could be doing.
@Mr. Anderson
Yeah sucks how it works that way. My boss does this to everybody and don't get me started with the favoritism and other unprofessional things he does. Now that I think about it he isn't professional about anything.
I didn't get what Alphareal was talking about with your body having a mind of it's own until yesterday. I was walking around the grocery store and even though I felt the anxiety come on my body was still trying to stand up straight and look confident. My mind was trying to fight it but it would lose every now and then. This didn't help with the anxiety and made it worse. I felt crazy for a minute glad you mentioned it.
I did an exercise from the power of now where you focus on the present and let your intuition guide you. That was too much for me to handle. Everyone looked like zombies prisoners inside their minds. It was horrible and depressing. Your just blocked off from the stuff that could truly make you happy. I do this too.
I also got some career advice in this state as well. I wasn't to happy about it and wanted to break my phone. Deep down I know it could make me happy(if I quite being lazy about it) but I'm still trying to figure out how this is going to help anyone. I talked to someone else about it and they said I fear of success.
I keep feeling this anxiety that I'm separating from my family even more. Well from everyone in general. Were not on the page anymore. Probably not even in the same book now. This keeps getting more depressing.
I need to find some people who are o the same page as me. I really feel like the black sheep now.
I'm not the greatest mood right now. I'm retiring early tonight.
Thanks I don't feel so bad about it now. It just depends on the guy.
I made the decision to stick with this sub until I get the results I want. I still keep getting distracted with all the other subs I could be doing.
@Mr. Anderson
Yeah sucks how it works that way. My boss does this to everybody and don't get me started with the favoritism and other unprofessional things he does. Now that I think about it he isn't professional about anything.
I didn't get what Alphareal was talking about with your body having a mind of it's own until yesterday. I was walking around the grocery store and even though I felt the anxiety come on my body was still trying to stand up straight and look confident. My mind was trying to fight it but it would lose every now and then. This didn't help with the anxiety and made it worse. I felt crazy for a minute glad you mentioned it.
I did an exercise from the power of now where you focus on the present and let your intuition guide you. That was too much for me to handle. Everyone looked like zombies prisoners inside their minds. It was horrible and depressing. Your just blocked off from the stuff that could truly make you happy. I do this too.
I also got some career advice in this state as well. I wasn't to happy about it and wanted to break my phone. Deep down I know it could make me happy(if I quite being lazy about it) but I'm still trying to figure out how this is going to help anyone. I talked to someone else about it and they said I fear of success.
I keep feeling this anxiety that I'm separating from my family even more. Well from everyone in general. Were not on the page anymore. Probably not even in the same book now. This keeps getting more depressing.
I need to find some people who are o the same page as me. I really feel like the black sheep now.
I'm not the greatest mood right now. I'm retiring early tonight.