03-25-2015, 05:55 PM
Listening Time: 13 hours
I am now 2 days away from beginning Stage 4. From what I've been researching about the sub so far, the manifestations of AM6 start to go into affect from Stage 4 and onward. Granted that doesn't means it will happen when I expect it to, but I definitely feel some excitement going into the second half of AM6. Until then, I'm going to reflect on my experiences so far from the first half of AM6:
- Overall, I feel like a completely, new man. I haven't looked over my first post in this journal, but I have a strong sense that if I were to look over the post now, I can see the difference in how I was then and how I am now. The changes that has been happening in my subconscious, along with the actions I have taken to implement those changes, are now starting to become my true identity. I feel more motivated, more optimistic, more masculine, more self-assured, more confident. This list just seems to get bigger. AM6 is all about self-development and the most obvious proofs of these developments have been within myself. Sometimes I would sit back and think about the things I've done in my past, and I would think to myself, "Man, I can't believe I thought like that, or did something like that." A lot of those behaviors that I had done or thought in the past was because I wanted attention, I wanted people to like me. Reading from the book, No More Mr. Nice Guy, I did a lot of nice guy behaviors back then because I was afraid of conflict. I was afraid that if I were to be myself, people would not like my interests or opinions and wouldn't want to be around me. And being that I wanted to fit in with everyone, I would do silly/stupid things so that people would like me and I would become part of them. Now? Although I'm not 100% cleared of my nice guy ways, I can honestly say those behaviors are almost nonexistent within me, because I no longer feel concerned about what others think of me. For the past 3 months, even though I would interact with family and friends here and there, I would much rather be in my own company than to be around others. And especially when it came down to negative people or situations, it's a lot easier now to just walk away from them. And even if cornered, it's so much easier to bare my fangs and stand up for myself, which surprisingly only a few had even tried to test my mettle so far. But like I've said before, these changes within myself have been more pronounced than the changes in my surroundings. And I love these changes so, that each day I look forward to just putting my headphones on and continue my growth as an alpha man.
- Women are slowly starting to take notice of me. Admittedly when I first got AM6, I wanted to become an Alpha so that I can get any woman I want. Looking back at this, I now fully understand that the purpose of AM6 is not about getting women you want, but becoming a true alpha that don't need women to fulfill his life. Because AM6 is helping me to focus more on myself and less on others, my overall interest in women has dwindled to almost nonexistence. Sure, I would see a pretty girl every now and then and look at her figure. But as quickly as I notice her, I quickly turn my attention to whatever I was doing beforehand. Because of my nonchalant attitude towards women, they're starting to take notice. One things for sure, not every girl is going to take interest in you, and AM6 helps by enforcing the mindset to not seek approval from others. With that said, some would look in my direction and some would glance more than once after the first eye-contact. Some would smile a bit and some would say hi to me. One of my students make it her business to tell me hi and how she misses me whenever I don't come to work (If only this girl wasn't a minor, because she's the only one so far that has been giving me strong IOI's lol). Nothing blatant or over-the-top, but these are the type of things I would notice in women from time to time. However, I feel that's just the tip of the iceberg. I can't wait to see what kind of interactions I'll get when the Aura of Confidence, Aura of Sexiness, and some of the SM3 lead-ins come into play. But until then, AM6 along with some pheromone usage has been getting women to notice me more so than before.
- I've been contemplating what sub I want to use once the first run of AM6 is finished come July. Right now it's either do a second run of AM6 to finish out the year, or start using an AYP sub I haven't too long bought. I bought the AYP Oriental Lover because, truthfully, I'm starting to have strong urges for Asian women. The personalities of some of the Asian women I have interacted with have been creating some strong attractions that I like about them. Plus, I live not too far from the West Coast (LA is only a 5 hour drive from where I live) and I feel the AYP sub can have a good chance of working in this area. It's no guarantee that it will happen when I expect it to, but I definitely feel the odds are in my favor whenever I do start the sub. But when all of that is said and done, I'm going to continue using AM6. I feel my self-development is one of the most important aspects I need to keep developing until the end of my days, especially when society keeps throwing garbage at your subconscious mind. So whether I do the second run later this year or next year, for certain AM6 will be still be in use in the near future.
That's it for the update. Glad I have seen results from the first half of AM6. Now I'm looking for to getting more of the goodies from the second half. Can't wait.
I am now 2 days away from beginning Stage 4. From what I've been researching about the sub so far, the manifestations of AM6 start to go into affect from Stage 4 and onward. Granted that doesn't means it will happen when I expect it to, but I definitely feel some excitement going into the second half of AM6. Until then, I'm going to reflect on my experiences so far from the first half of AM6:
- Overall, I feel like a completely, new man. I haven't looked over my first post in this journal, but I have a strong sense that if I were to look over the post now, I can see the difference in how I was then and how I am now. The changes that has been happening in my subconscious, along with the actions I have taken to implement those changes, are now starting to become my true identity. I feel more motivated, more optimistic, more masculine, more self-assured, more confident. This list just seems to get bigger. AM6 is all about self-development and the most obvious proofs of these developments have been within myself. Sometimes I would sit back and think about the things I've done in my past, and I would think to myself, "Man, I can't believe I thought like that, or did something like that." A lot of those behaviors that I had done or thought in the past was because I wanted attention, I wanted people to like me. Reading from the book, No More Mr. Nice Guy, I did a lot of nice guy behaviors back then because I was afraid of conflict. I was afraid that if I were to be myself, people would not like my interests or opinions and wouldn't want to be around me. And being that I wanted to fit in with everyone, I would do silly/stupid things so that people would like me and I would become part of them. Now? Although I'm not 100% cleared of my nice guy ways, I can honestly say those behaviors are almost nonexistent within me, because I no longer feel concerned about what others think of me. For the past 3 months, even though I would interact with family and friends here and there, I would much rather be in my own company than to be around others. And especially when it came down to negative people or situations, it's a lot easier now to just walk away from them. And even if cornered, it's so much easier to bare my fangs and stand up for myself, which surprisingly only a few had even tried to test my mettle so far. But like I've said before, these changes within myself have been more pronounced than the changes in my surroundings. And I love these changes so, that each day I look forward to just putting my headphones on and continue my growth as an alpha man.
- Women are slowly starting to take notice of me. Admittedly when I first got AM6, I wanted to become an Alpha so that I can get any woman I want. Looking back at this, I now fully understand that the purpose of AM6 is not about getting women you want, but becoming a true alpha that don't need women to fulfill his life. Because AM6 is helping me to focus more on myself and less on others, my overall interest in women has dwindled to almost nonexistence. Sure, I would see a pretty girl every now and then and look at her figure. But as quickly as I notice her, I quickly turn my attention to whatever I was doing beforehand. Because of my nonchalant attitude towards women, they're starting to take notice. One things for sure, not every girl is going to take interest in you, and AM6 helps by enforcing the mindset to not seek approval from others. With that said, some would look in my direction and some would glance more than once after the first eye-contact. Some would smile a bit and some would say hi to me. One of my students make it her business to tell me hi and how she misses me whenever I don't come to work (If only this girl wasn't a minor, because she's the only one so far that has been giving me strong IOI's lol). Nothing blatant or over-the-top, but these are the type of things I would notice in women from time to time. However, I feel that's just the tip of the iceberg. I can't wait to see what kind of interactions I'll get when the Aura of Confidence, Aura of Sexiness, and some of the SM3 lead-ins come into play. But until then, AM6 along with some pheromone usage has been getting women to notice me more so than before.
- I've been contemplating what sub I want to use once the first run of AM6 is finished come July. Right now it's either do a second run of AM6 to finish out the year, or start using an AYP sub I haven't too long bought. I bought the AYP Oriental Lover because, truthfully, I'm starting to have strong urges for Asian women. The personalities of some of the Asian women I have interacted with have been creating some strong attractions that I like about them. Plus, I live not too far from the West Coast (LA is only a 5 hour drive from where I live) and I feel the AYP sub can have a good chance of working in this area. It's no guarantee that it will happen when I expect it to, but I definitely feel the odds are in my favor whenever I do start the sub. But when all of that is said and done, I'm going to continue using AM6. I feel my self-development is one of the most important aspects I need to keep developing until the end of my days, especially when society keeps throwing garbage at your subconscious mind. So whether I do the second run later this year or next year, for certain AM6 will be still be in use in the near future.
That's it for the update. Glad I have seen results from the first half of AM6. Now I'm looking for to getting more of the goodies from the second half. Can't wait.
