03-19-2015, 06:44 AM
Noticed I've become more witty and jokey since stage 4. I've also been laughing at things as well. Fun factor is increased it seems.
I also feel less need to look at porn and masturbate. I am increasingly horny too which is a problem if I don't want to watch porn by myself. I wonder if the SM3 build in will allow me to start having fun with girls casually.
Motivation has also increased. Didn't go into work last night despite being put down for a shift. I'm not going in tonight as well. I just can't take it anymore. Stupid managers and stupid game rules just make me go insane. It's the bs that people give and expect people to just be okay with it but I'm not.
New job/career -> move out -> start living life by myself and for myself
Here's to stage 4 to allow me to accomplish this
More to come
LM