Roy's Alpha Male Journal

[Cortez]

Day 10 into stage 6,2010 version.

There's a recurrent theme in some dreams that I had during the set,one of them two days ago is about fighting people and whatever I do to them they keep getting up and I'm not winning.

There's some dreams about women here and there about them being attracted.

A few days ago a friend comment that I look very relaxed with all the tests coming and all the homework to finish.I took a test yesterday and was calm before.Before I had some nervousness during and the day before.It wasn't there.

I was just solving,trying different approaches to things without any pressure.The alpha set probably has the side effect of making me
smarter.

The alpha set raises the standard to what women I find attractive.Studying engineering all day kind of makes me doubt sometimes about the existence of beautiful attractive women in the world.
Maybe the are facing extinction.

Another thing I noticed is me learning and finding new ways of being
more efficient and productive and doing things better.I find new idea if
it works than great and I continue to use it.

Trust me, they're not facing extinction. Beautiful women are everywhere and they're generally available, at least that's what I like to think. So have high standards.