03-02-2015, 08:41 PM
Listening Time: 14 hours
It's been a week since I've started Stage 3. Changes are slowly coming together and are definitely becoming noticeable. Some of the things I have taken notice, whether with Stage 3 or just the overall AM6 development:
- Others are becoming more dependent on me while I'm becoming more independent of others. Whether in school, at work, or just with family and relatives, I'm noticing people have been reaching out to me more than vice versa. I first noticed this change with my parents. My parents seem to give me the impression that I am a provider. It feels like I'm charge of the house (minus the bills and cooking lol). My parents rarely question any decisions I make and have given me plenty of space to do my own thing here and there. Outside of my parents, my relatives have been reaching out to me as well. Whether it be moving furniture, tutoring, or just simply wanting to check up on me, I definitely feel like my relatives are seeing me in a different light now, as if they can sense I'm becoming my own man. At work, students have been seeking me a lot for help in math and other subjects. Even if I don't come on a certain day, they let me know they were looking for me and needed help in certain subjects. In school, I have classmates asking me about homework and wondering what do I know about certain subjects in class.
As I'm writing this, I had to step back and think to myself, "Why is all of these people suddenly reaching out to me?" Then I realize, the changes within me are starting to be noticed by others. It may not be blatant, but I feel like I'm standing out amongst men of my age. And it's definitely something that I'm lovin'. For a long time, before the subs, I always felt like people only viewed me as a boy, even though legally I'm a grown man since 20. Now, I can finally sense the winds of change in this area.
- I'm definitely more vocal about my opinions. Whatever is on my mind, I may think about it for a bit, but most of the time I just let loose on what I want to say. The best part about it? I don't care what others think about my opinions. Of course, I just don't go into every situation just blurting out how I feel. But it's a big change knowing I'm not afraid to speak my mind if the situation calls upon it.
- No blatant changes amongst women, but that will come on it's own time. I can sense that women are taking notices of my presence and the changes coming from within me. My neediness of them is dropping big time. Yes, sometimes I still have days where I would like to have someone in my life. But those thoughts quickly fade and my mind focuses more on the bigger things in life, like finishing up school this year and getting opportunities to work my way up to becoming an NFL general manager. Because of these thoughts, I've become very indifferent about women. No woman could ever bring me happiness, true happiness comes from within.
That's all for what I've been noticing with Stage 3. Will post more if anything major comes up or more deep thoughts are being installed. Definitely love the changes happening so far from AM6 and look forward to seeing what the rest of the last 3 stages have in store for me.
It's been a week since I've started Stage 3. Changes are slowly coming together and are definitely becoming noticeable. Some of the things I have taken notice, whether with Stage 3 or just the overall AM6 development:
- Others are becoming more dependent on me while I'm becoming more independent of others. Whether in school, at work, or just with family and relatives, I'm noticing people have been reaching out to me more than vice versa. I first noticed this change with my parents. My parents seem to give me the impression that I am a provider. It feels like I'm charge of the house (minus the bills and cooking lol). My parents rarely question any decisions I make and have given me plenty of space to do my own thing here and there. Outside of my parents, my relatives have been reaching out to me as well. Whether it be moving furniture, tutoring, or just simply wanting to check up on me, I definitely feel like my relatives are seeing me in a different light now, as if they can sense I'm becoming my own man. At work, students have been seeking me a lot for help in math and other subjects. Even if I don't come on a certain day, they let me know they were looking for me and needed help in certain subjects. In school, I have classmates asking me about homework and wondering what do I know about certain subjects in class.
As I'm writing this, I had to step back and think to myself, "Why is all of these people suddenly reaching out to me?" Then I realize, the changes within me are starting to be noticed by others. It may not be blatant, but I feel like I'm standing out amongst men of my age. And it's definitely something that I'm lovin'. For a long time, before the subs, I always felt like people only viewed me as a boy, even though legally I'm a grown man since 20. Now, I can finally sense the winds of change in this area.
- I'm definitely more vocal about my opinions. Whatever is on my mind, I may think about it for a bit, but most of the time I just let loose on what I want to say. The best part about it? I don't care what others think about my opinions. Of course, I just don't go into every situation just blurting out how I feel. But it's a big change knowing I'm not afraid to speak my mind if the situation calls upon it.
- No blatant changes amongst women, but that will come on it's own time. I can sense that women are taking notices of my presence and the changes coming from within me. My neediness of them is dropping big time. Yes, sometimes I still have days where I would like to have someone in my life. But those thoughts quickly fade and my mind focuses more on the bigger things in life, like finishing up school this year and getting opportunities to work my way up to becoming an NFL general manager. Because of these thoughts, I've become very indifferent about women. No woman could ever bring me happiness, true happiness comes from within.
That's all for what I've been noticing with Stage 3. Will post more if anything major comes up or more deep thoughts are being installed. Definitely love the changes happening so far from AM6 and look forward to seeing what the rest of the last 3 stages have in store for me.
"People gonna talk about you, whether you doing good or bad. So go and be about your business."
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
- JJ54
"Ever since I was a child I have had this instinctive urge for expansion and growth. To me, the function and duty of a quality human being is the sincere and honest development of one’s potential."
- Bruce Lee
