02-26-2015, 04:58 PM
Today felt weird but not in a bad way. Tonight at work I was exceptionally polite and sincere with people. Genuine thanks and conversations with people and the receptionist who considered me a weirdo jerk because of my past betaness is now slightly warming to me due to my new nature.
I still don't take rubbish but tonight felt more of a "I feel like a pure angel" mode.
I'm also now much more social and people are loving the new changes in me. Also 2 female dealers are finding themselves entranced by me. One was like "so you're coming to the gym on monday yes?" "please come to gym" "im in at X and X time" " i will watch you work out" ..O_o okay girl calm down
Feeling a lot happier and i'm smiling a lot more too (which is very important in social settings no matter how shit you feel inside)
More to come just thought i'd post some new thoughts from this evening. I think stage 3 turns you into more of a compassionate and sincere alpha rather than a jerkish asshole alpha.
