02-23-2015, 02:46 PM
Stage 1 Day 16
I've been rated hot on Hot or Not and made some "connections". Although they aren't attractive to me I've been on HoN for nearly a year with no hot scoring or any scoring. I've also been contacted on Plenty of Fish for a date but again not attractive. I've been on POF for nearly two years with no date interest. Even though they're not attractive to me, it's very encouraging.
I've started my new job and getting some 'shy' responses from the women at my new place. The blokes are very chatty to me and seem to take to me without any effort on my part.
On the negative side I've been having some relapses into the over thinking over stressing on silly things thing and getting that wanting to hide away feeling. It's been and and off since last Thursday and most of today but has since eased off.
Having more dreams about women, not sexual but 'loaded' with maybe's??!
If you read my AM6 journal you will remember that I mentioned that cute geeky secretary that I really took a shine to. Well now that I don't work there anymore I've been feeling sad about not seeing her again. I'm believing (hoping?) that WM will manifest her into my life somehow but then again who knows. I have NO EXPECTATIONS!
I've been rated hot on Hot or Not and made some "connections". Although they aren't attractive to me I've been on HoN for nearly a year with no hot scoring or any scoring. I've also been contacted on Plenty of Fish for a date but again not attractive. I've been on POF for nearly two years with no date interest. Even though they're not attractive to me, it's very encouraging.
I've started my new job and getting some 'shy' responses from the women at my new place. The blokes are very chatty to me and seem to take to me without any effort on my part.
On the negative side I've been having some relapses into the over thinking over stressing on silly things thing and getting that wanting to hide away feeling. It's been and and off since last Thursday and most of today but has since eased off.
Having more dreams about women, not sexual but 'loaded' with maybe's??!
If you read my AM6 journal you will remember that I mentioned that cute geeky secretary that I really took a shine to. Well now that I don't work there anymore I've been feeling sad about not seeing her again. I'm believing (hoping?) that WM will manifest her into my life somehow but then again who knows. I have NO EXPECTATIONS!
