All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Stage 3 Day 7

With first week behind I must say this is the most fun and pleasant stage so far. Bad feelings are almost absent now and happen only if something triggers them - they fade away in few minutes though. Most of the time I feel empowered and quite confident - I find myself controlling the frame more and having more and more alpha presence. Steps in the right direction no doubt, I'm curious how it will go.

I have few dreams, most of them connected to some real life situation presented as if it was computer game. I find it funny because I find there are two main differences between real world and game world (except obvious ones like second one not being real, dah):

• Games have scores and well defines goals which makes pursuing those goals easy
  
• Games have limited set of rules, while real world is infinitely complicated.
  

And so I think subconscious is telling me to set exact goals and strive to them, as we do in video games to get to the next level. Or maybe something more, but with this interpretation I can work and it makes sense.

I was watching a lot of TV series lately inspired by what Blackdragon wrote in his book about body language and how to learn it. I'm watching "Sons of Anarchy" now and I must admit it is wonderful resource to learn this. Story is not the best and it's almost soup opera with bikes, guns and whores, but it is enjoyable and I think I'm gonna use some of the body language used there to my advantage. If you have some time to waste and you're not afraid of some cheesiness, I recommend it.

I was experimenting with manifestation this week and guess what - something happened! I didn't talk to her because she was writing through Facebook whole time I've seen her and I was puzzled that it happened so fast. I don't regret though, maybe it was fear but I felt like I'm not ready yet and I should work on myself first. I know how to meet with her next time however (we have a common friend) in May so I'll be ready then. For now though I don't think much about it, that would do only harm.