02-12-2015, 07:55 PM
Listening Time: 13 hours
Not much to update on. Haven't experienced much changes or have witnessed much that have been major. The Naturalizer has definitely made things seem like I'm not even seeing much changes. But they're there, even if subtle.
- I'm now being very active on my career goals. Since I want to work for an NFL franchise someday (NFL General Manager), I'm now in full gear making moves to get me to where I want to be. This weekend, I working on sending out my cover letter and resume to at least 10 franchises to show my interest in becoming a professional scouter. The main focus of this move is to start putting my name out there. It's not about getting the job right here and now, but it's letting them know that I'm working my way up the ranks to get there. Meanwhile, I'm still networking with football men who have connections here and there. In fact, one connection I have deals with the Canadian Football League (CFL). I'm also still in contact with doing the internship with one of the arena football teams coming up, so that's still in the works as well. However, the main theme of this topic is that I'm being proactive in making things happen. Before the subs, I would just pray about things and hope one day it will all line up for things to happen. Now, at least within my control and power, I'm making my business to get things done for my future career.
- I had a slight resistance today. Out of all of my classes I'm taking this semester, I'm taking a required math class that has been brutal. I'll admit, I'm currently struggling in this particular class and I felt pretty bad that I might have to take this class again in my final semester. I was definitely feeling down on myself after class today, like I'm wasting valuable time in school and that I'm only trapping myself into staying longer in school if I don't finish this class with a "C". Thankfully I was able to calm myself down and realize that it's not the end of the world. If I have to take this class again, then so be it. But the semester it still young and I can still get the grade I need to pass the class. I just need to do the things that are within my control (do the homework, go to class, and study) and everything else will take care of itself.
- On the women front, I haven't noticed anything major or significant. I'm now starting to realize the importance of going through AM6. The whole purpose of AM6 is to develop the inner essence of a true leader and manhood from within. The attraction from women will come in due time, but that's not the main purpose of the subs. Because of that, I've actually stopped reading a lot of the self-improvement books I have on my kindle. Most of them dealt with how to be alpha and attract the women you desire. But I feel like I'm learning more so if I just go out and experience life rather than read about it. Don't get me wrong, I am starting to notice some attraction from women thanks in large part to the subs and pheromones. But I need to let the subs do its job and focus on becoming the best man I am meant to be. By doing this for myself, women are becoming the least of my concern and, in the process, they are taking notice of the change within me. A perfect example is Valentine's Day coming up. Before the subs, I would always dread this time of the year because I was lonesome and had no one to show my love and romance to. Now, it's the least of my concerns and I much rather enjoy my own company as of now. That's how I know the subs is doing something awesome within me, when I don't even care if I have someone for this sham of a holiday they call Valentine's Day. The way I see it, this year is all about me and there will be plenty of time to find romance in the future (hint at one of the AYP subs). So with that said, I'm just going to continue playing the subs and let them do their job while they help me go about the things I want to do for myself.
Not much to update on. Haven't experienced much changes or have witnessed much that have been major. The Naturalizer has definitely made things seem like I'm not even seeing much changes. But they're there, even if subtle.
- I'm now being very active on my career goals. Since I want to work for an NFL franchise someday (NFL General Manager), I'm now in full gear making moves to get me to where I want to be. This weekend, I working on sending out my cover letter and resume to at least 10 franchises to show my interest in becoming a professional scouter. The main focus of this move is to start putting my name out there. It's not about getting the job right here and now, but it's letting them know that I'm working my way up the ranks to get there. Meanwhile, I'm still networking with football men who have connections here and there. In fact, one connection I have deals with the Canadian Football League (CFL). I'm also still in contact with doing the internship with one of the arena football teams coming up, so that's still in the works as well. However, the main theme of this topic is that I'm being proactive in making things happen. Before the subs, I would just pray about things and hope one day it will all line up for things to happen. Now, at least within my control and power, I'm making my business to get things done for my future career.
- I had a slight resistance today. Out of all of my classes I'm taking this semester, I'm taking a required math class that has been brutal. I'll admit, I'm currently struggling in this particular class and I felt pretty bad that I might have to take this class again in my final semester. I was definitely feeling down on myself after class today, like I'm wasting valuable time in school and that I'm only trapping myself into staying longer in school if I don't finish this class with a "C". Thankfully I was able to calm myself down and realize that it's not the end of the world. If I have to take this class again, then so be it. But the semester it still young and I can still get the grade I need to pass the class. I just need to do the things that are within my control (do the homework, go to class, and study) and everything else will take care of itself.
- On the women front, I haven't noticed anything major or significant. I'm now starting to realize the importance of going through AM6. The whole purpose of AM6 is to develop the inner essence of a true leader and manhood from within. The attraction from women will come in due time, but that's not the main purpose of the subs. Because of that, I've actually stopped reading a lot of the self-improvement books I have on my kindle. Most of them dealt with how to be alpha and attract the women you desire. But I feel like I'm learning more so if I just go out and experience life rather than read about it. Don't get me wrong, I am starting to notice some attraction from women thanks in large part to the subs and pheromones. But I need to let the subs do its job and focus on becoming the best man I am meant to be. By doing this for myself, women are becoming the least of my concern and, in the process, they are taking notice of the change within me. A perfect example is Valentine's Day coming up. Before the subs, I would always dread this time of the year because I was lonesome and had no one to show my love and romance to. Now, it's the least of my concerns and I much rather enjoy my own company as of now. That's how I know the subs is doing something awesome within me, when I don't even care if I have someone for this sham of a holiday they call Valentine's Day. The way I see it, this year is all about me and there will be plenty of time to find romance in the future (hint at one of the AYP subs). So with that said, I'm just going to continue playing the subs and let them do their job while they help me go about the things I want to do for myself.
