02-06-2015, 06:58 PM
Listening Time: 13 hours
Some updates as I had towards the end of the week.
- I was bombarded by a lot of messages and facebook posts on my birthday all day long. Some from people I haven't heard from in a long time. One of them was a female friend I had a crush on back when I was a junior in college. Seeing that I still had her number in my phone, I sent her a message to see if she was free to hangout for lunch later this week. Well she didn't reply back until late in the evening. And when she did, although she thanked me for the offer, she declined because of "inappropriate reasons". Now at that moment, my senses started tingling since it felt like some bullcrap was afoul. So being a Curious George, I messaged her back asking how is hanging out for lunch inappropriate. She then replies back to state she's in a relationship. Now at first, my conscious mind felt maybe she's getting serious with a guy I haven't met before and she just wants to set some boundaries. But with that said, my subconscious was still tingling that I'm still not getting the whole truth. So on the next day, I went on facebook to see what all I had missed out on this new relationship she's in. Turns out she is in a relationship, but it's not with a guy. Yep, she's now a lesbian. Although her relationship is not official, the posts and pics she has of her and her lover makes it apparent they're more than just friends. But upon seeing this, I literally started laughing out loud. That is the weirdest rejection I have ever been given, even before AM6. I've never been rejected for "inappropriate reasons", but it felt like it took her a while to come up with an answer like that. Well in any case, I have to thank her for that rejection as two other female friends accepted my invitation to hangout in the upcoming week. I'm learning not to think to much about rejections. It's a part of life, so we might as well use it to our advantage and not miss out on other opportunities that come from it.
- Still getting more stares and compliments thanks to my change in wardrobe. It's like I'm finally letting the real me get loose and be free. My mom once told me I was being a little arrogant walking around with my fedora hat(s). Way I see it, that is their issue, not mine.
- Today, I was opened my an Asian girl around my age earlier in class. She was telling me how she was happy to see me take my seat in front of her. Weird opening, but I went along with it nonetheless. She seems attractive, at least in my opinion, and since she opened me up first, I can sense she has interests in me as well. Afterwards, I went about my day like it was like any other day. I'll definitely be seeing her around and if the interest is still there, I'll ask for her number.
Almost near the halfway mark of Stage 2. Stage 3 will begin towards the end of the month. Can't wait to get the Big Gun going.
Some updates as I had towards the end of the week.
- I was bombarded by a lot of messages and facebook posts on my birthday all day long. Some from people I haven't heard from in a long time. One of them was a female friend I had a crush on back when I was a junior in college. Seeing that I still had her number in my phone, I sent her a message to see if she was free to hangout for lunch later this week. Well she didn't reply back until late in the evening. And when she did, although she thanked me for the offer, she declined because of "inappropriate reasons". Now at that moment, my senses started tingling since it felt like some bullcrap was afoul. So being a Curious George, I messaged her back asking how is hanging out for lunch inappropriate. She then replies back to state she's in a relationship. Now at first, my conscious mind felt maybe she's getting serious with a guy I haven't met before and she just wants to set some boundaries. But with that said, my subconscious was still tingling that I'm still not getting the whole truth. So on the next day, I went on facebook to see what all I had missed out on this new relationship she's in. Turns out she is in a relationship, but it's not with a guy. Yep, she's now a lesbian. Although her relationship is not official, the posts and pics she has of her and her lover makes it apparent they're more than just friends. But upon seeing this, I literally started laughing out loud. That is the weirdest rejection I have ever been given, even before AM6. I've never been rejected for "inappropriate reasons", but it felt like it took her a while to come up with an answer like that. Well in any case, I have to thank her for that rejection as two other female friends accepted my invitation to hangout in the upcoming week. I'm learning not to think to much about rejections. It's a part of life, so we might as well use it to our advantage and not miss out on other opportunities that come from it.
- Still getting more stares and compliments thanks to my change in wardrobe. It's like I'm finally letting the real me get loose and be free. My mom once told me I was being a little arrogant walking around with my fedora hat(s). Way I see it, that is their issue, not mine.
- Today, I was opened my an Asian girl around my age earlier in class. She was telling me how she was happy to see me take my seat in front of her. Weird opening, but I went along with it nonetheless. She seems attractive, at least in my opinion, and since she opened me up first, I can sense she has interests in me as well. Afterwards, I went about my day like it was like any other day. I'll definitely be seeing her around and if the interest is still there, I'll ask for her number.
Almost near the halfway mark of Stage 2. Stage 3 will begin towards the end of the month. Can't wait to get the Big Gun going.
