02-01-2015, 06:33 PM
In case I hadn't explained at the beginning, I will let you guys in on a little secret.
In my past I suffered from what has recently been theorised as "Maladaptive Daydreaming" which as the name suggests you spend a VERY VERY considerable amount of time spending the day just daydreaming. Daydreaming about typical things: power, respect, fighting bullies who pissed me off, fighting crime and saving/fucking women. What would trigger and exacerbate this is the use of music. Any music with a fast or heavy beat would set me off instantly and I would go into my own little world for most of the day.
As you can imagine this drained most of my teen years as instead of fitting in socially I would be introverted and just daydream my emotional problems away instead of speaking out about them. Add depression and lack of motivation for life into the mix and you have a recipe for...life alterting disaster..
Fortunately it never came to that as I'm here now typing on this forum for you guys.The Daydreaming has ended since beginning AM6 and I am replacing introverted fantasies with real life situations that are akin to the same thing
. I am my own living proof that no matter how hard it gets I can always get back up. The subs have been phenomenal - I'm no where near finished with the subs; and I'm no where near the beta male I used to be.If you are reading these journals guys and are afraid of the price or just sitting down and listening to fucking water for 8 hours a day I want you to ask yourselves. Do I really want this? DO I really want to become a badass, self-confident, self-motivating, smooth operating, vag tingling, heart throbing, women fucking , macho invigorating, kick ass mother fucking son of a god :exclamation:
If the answer to that isn't Yes then turn away and never come back
Do yourselves a favour guys Get AM6
LM
