01-26-2015, 10:05 PM
Listening Time: 12 hours
Halfway through the first week of Stage 2. So far with Stage 2:
- Red-Pill Awareness. It's like I can now sense how programmed a lot of guys are in this society. For example, I noticed in one of my classrooms how this one particular girl has like 7 or 8 guys round about her in the seating chart. Now she's somewhat attractive in my opinion, but not that attractive to where you have 7 guys hogging around like lost sheep. Sad thing is, none of them realize they're just a number to her. Maybe one day they'll realize that they're just as much as the prize as she is.
- I noticed this morning, while taking a shower, that my voice has gotten deeper. I was singing in the shower and my voice had gotten so deep that I felt my body vibrating whenever I spoke. It's feels like a lion is stuck in my chest, and I love the feeling of it.
- At a party this past weekend, I was calling down a waiter so I could pay for my drinks and the refills I had night. Surprisingly, the waiter tells me not to worry, the tab is on him. Never had that happen before.
- Not noticing much attention from women, but that's to be expected since I just started on Stage 2 and I'm not even on the Big Guns yet. With that said, I do have one female friend who has suddenly taking interest in me. Before the subs, this girl was kinda flakey and was very hard in trying to hangout with her. Since the subs, she's been messaging more at random times and wants to see me whenever we're on campus. At one point, during a particular study session, she was willing to come all the way to my house to get something off of my computer. But the crazy thing about it all? She's not my top priority. Women, in general, have not been on my top interest as of lately. To me, this is good as it means my neediness and approval-seeking habits are dying off. Can't wait to see what the Big Guns have in store, when my attraction is kicked up into high gear.
- My classes have been smooth lately. Before starting AM6, I ran the Improve Your Grades sub and was a little bit worried of not being able to use it again since I'm using AM6 during the semester. As of now, my procrastination has decreased and the classes have been effortless. So far, I'm sitting with A's in all of my classes.
That's all to report for now. Looking forward to next month when I'm heavily deep into Stage 2.
Halfway through the first week of Stage 2. So far with Stage 2:
- Red-Pill Awareness. It's like I can now sense how programmed a lot of guys are in this society. For example, I noticed in one of my classrooms how this one particular girl has like 7 or 8 guys round about her in the seating chart. Now she's somewhat attractive in my opinion, but not that attractive to where you have 7 guys hogging around like lost sheep. Sad thing is, none of them realize they're just a number to her. Maybe one day they'll realize that they're just as much as the prize as she is.
- I noticed this morning, while taking a shower, that my voice has gotten deeper. I was singing in the shower and my voice had gotten so deep that I felt my body vibrating whenever I spoke. It's feels like a lion is stuck in my chest, and I love the feeling of it.
- At a party this past weekend, I was calling down a waiter so I could pay for my drinks and the refills I had night. Surprisingly, the waiter tells me not to worry, the tab is on him. Never had that happen before.
- Not noticing much attention from women, but that's to be expected since I just started on Stage 2 and I'm not even on the Big Guns yet. With that said, I do have one female friend who has suddenly taking interest in me. Before the subs, this girl was kinda flakey and was very hard in trying to hangout with her. Since the subs, she's been messaging more at random times and wants to see me whenever we're on campus. At one point, during a particular study session, she was willing to come all the way to my house to get something off of my computer. But the crazy thing about it all? She's not my top priority. Women, in general, have not been on my top interest as of lately. To me, this is good as it means my neediness and approval-seeking habits are dying off. Can't wait to see what the Big Guns have in store, when my attraction is kicked up into high gear.
- My classes have been smooth lately. Before starting AM6, I ran the Improve Your Grades sub and was a little bit worried of not being able to use it again since I'm using AM6 during the semester. As of now, my procrastination has decreased and the classes have been effortless. So far, I'm sitting with A's in all of my classes.
That's all to report for now. Looking forward to next month when I'm heavily deep into Stage 2.
