01-25-2015, 03:21 AM
Ah it's good to be gettin no back my humour again, went out last night and just sat around with the guys cracking jokes and laughing.
Concentration is very off at the moment though. Sitting down to do any work I need to is torturous, just end up on facebook or checking my phone. Re red the power of now and it's helping me to just be there with the frustration of the work that pushes me to distract myself, to witness and not judge and go back - but the presence power is a little weak at the moment. With time it will become stronger.
Again I seem to see the positive. That this situation has brought be back to practicing presence, eliminating ego. Last weekend I had such a ridiculous string of unfortunate events that it was laughable, but it seemed to me to not be so bad given that it had removed my worries of less significant things.
That's all for now
Concentration is very off at the moment though. Sitting down to do any work I need to is torturous, just end up on facebook or checking my phone. Re red the power of now and it's helping me to just be there with the frustration of the work that pushes me to distract myself, to witness and not judge and go back - but the presence power is a little weak at the moment. With time it will become stronger.
Again I seem to see the positive. That this situation has brought be back to practicing presence, eliminating ego. Last weekend I had such a ridiculous string of unfortunate events that it was laughable, but it seemed to me to not be so bad given that it had removed my worries of less significant things.
That's all for now
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.