01-19-2015, 09:00 AM
The reason i'm considering putting AM6 to one side is that i don't feel like i've really started. for the last two stages i've been all over the place, i'm pretty sure it's killed my progress in this run. I might be wrong, and this feeling could well just be another, particularly acute batch of resistance, but my gut says i need to get a stronger root in self esteem, which i think LTU would provide.
In terms of hiding from life Maniac, you're right to a point. But I'm not dodging life.
I am dodging real decisions. I have a job (which i perform average at, at best) and several business projects. I'm trying get to the gym every day, i also want to do yoga, meditation, tapping. - the list could go on but i'll stop there.
I need to narrow my focus down, i've just become overwhelmed with choices and options. Doing somethings means I can't humanly do others, and also means that i can't benefit from those things.
Right now i'm just exhausted... I've had a string of genuinely unfortunate events, partly my own doing mostly not. I'm not feeling sorry for myself in the slightest, but i am giving myself a break and saying, 'dude, you need to calm down', and thinking about what i genuinely need.
I take what you guys say though. another month and a half of AM6 can't hurt. still, i feel there may be more value to me personally from spending that month and a half boosting myself up with ltu.
In terms of hiding from life Maniac, you're right to a point. But I'm not dodging life.
I am dodging real decisions. I have a job (which i perform average at, at best) and several business projects. I'm trying get to the gym every day, i also want to do yoga, meditation, tapping. - the list could go on but i'll stop there.
I need to narrow my focus down, i've just become overwhelmed with choices and options. Doing somethings means I can't humanly do others, and also means that i can't benefit from those things.
Right now i'm just exhausted... I've had a string of genuinely unfortunate events, partly my own doing mostly not. I'm not feeling sorry for myself in the slightest, but i am giving myself a break and saying, 'dude, you need to calm down', and thinking about what i genuinely need.
I take what you guys say though. another month and a half of AM6 can't hurt. still, i feel there may be more value to me personally from spending that month and a half boosting myself up with ltu.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.