All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Stage 2 Day 1

Thanks Iceman for a good word I'm sure I gonna enjoy it.

I must admit my fears were ungrounded. I feel fine today, I'm not tired or fatigued in any way. I feel a bit lost or confused, but mainly because first wave of ended yesterday and I finally can have some rest from studying. By confused I mean I don't know what to do with myself. But once I find myself something to do, I'm able to do it and do it well.

I've had very strange and I think important dream tonight. I think it's not a coincidence it happened at the first day of a new stage. I don't remember many details, but I remember I was sitting and talking to my sweetheart I was mentioning already. It felt like I was the one with higher value there and I didn't care too much that she's there. If I felt anything to her, it was disdain and regret. For nothing I can remember what we talked about, which is a shame.