01-10-2015, 06:31 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-10-2015, 06:36 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 28:
I seems to be more fun than usual, more relax, I have less negativity. I seems to be more approachable, less focus, more natural, easy going. It's seems too natural like I didn't change at all but I did. My father was impressed asking me what happened to me. It's like I didn't think ahead, living in the present, my defense is gone. I guess I was too much paranoid, analyzing everyone behavior so I know who they are. The problem with all this information was that it didn't serve any purpose to me in the moment.
I just let go "fu***" :angel:
I stopped using phero for now, I might use it once in a while. Phero + sub seems like too much. Plus it feels like it's not me, it's cool to use but seems like cheating almost, limiting belief I guess. Primary reason is that it's too much to watch with sub. I'm sure I will change my mind once I see a hot girl in front of me, just so she is crazy about me.
I seems to be more fun than usual, more relax, I have less negativity. I seems to be more approachable, less focus, more natural, easy going. It's seems too natural like I didn't change at all but I did. My father was impressed asking me what happened to me. It's like I didn't think ahead, living in the present, my defense is gone. I guess I was too much paranoid, analyzing everyone behavior so I know who they are. The problem with all this information was that it didn't serve any purpose to me in the moment.
I just let go "fu***" :angel:
I stopped using phero for now, I might use it once in a while. Phero + sub seems like too much. Plus it feels like it's not me, it's cool to use but seems like cheating almost, limiting belief I guess. Primary reason is that it's too much to watch with sub. I'm sure I will change my mind once I see a hot girl in front of me, just so she is crazy about me.
