AM6 Journal - The beast awakens

[LiquidMind]

End of Stage 1

Whilst it should be the end of stage 1 for me I have decided to extend the listening time to a few more weeks. Reason being is I underestimated how busy I would be when I first acquired the AM6.

You need to listen for 8-12 hours per day for 32 days

Well I can safely say I have not managed to accomplish that so far. I have done at most 7-8 hours in a day but not consistently every day due to just having loads of stuff to do.

Now I am focused and concentrated on doing 8 hours every night as I can feel it begin to work more and harder when I listen for prolonged periods of time.



Turbulance



So yesterday was one of the worst days I have ever had the misfortune to be in a bad mood over. I had so much stuff that was negative running through my mind that I couldn't focus at all. I literally felt like I was going to punch someone at my work. I was getting irritated and frustrated over every little living thing - no joke..

Things then got from bad to worse. I repelled most people from me due to being in a lousy ass mood. I ran out of money from my bank. My next payment isn't until the end of the month which pisses me off. Friends of mine did something behind my back which made me lose it and have a huge go at them over it ( you know that feeling when things just escalate inside you and you just blow a lid)

I'm trying to make 2015 my year. The year of specatular change and progression. So far things are not quite where they should be..

Does that mean I'm giving up?? NOPE

An Alpha never quits when things turn sour. When he has a lousy day that makes you want to just be swallowed whole by the earth. I am not quitting...EVER!



My plans for 2015

• Get a new job/Create my own career
  
• Move out into a nice apartment in my city
  
• Obtain a new social circle and new quality friends
  
• Make sure I can live financially comfortably
  
• Ensure I have 2-3 quality women on rotation for fun
  

As you can see its quite a list for me. For 2015 if I can achieve everything on that list I will be estatic.





More to come!

LM