01-03-2015, 07:28 PM
(01-03-2015, 04:53 PM)Mateunio Wrote: I told you why I don't want to follow my programming, I don't know about others. I don't wanna be another person without dream, without purpose and goal, living from day to day and simply surviving. This is how most people live, not giving much thought over their daily lives and their needs. I don't want this, I want more, I want be someone who matters and do something that matters. To do this I need to exceed my programming, cross some boundaries and sacrifice possibly quite a lot. In opposite by simply going along with my programming I won't accomplish that. As far as I can see most I could hope for would be being father of three and living decent life out of pointless and not rewarding job. Put accent on "hope" in that sentence.
Well just follow that I would say. You're not helpless, and if you really want something and work to find a way, you will achieve it. That's how things work. Keep trying, keep testing, find better methods, find what works for you, listen to your experience not to other people's opinions, etc.
As an aside, it always amazes me how people seem to believe they are a victim of life. Like having kids just happens lol. No, you literally decide to have a kid when you decide NOT to use contraception. Kids don't just happen, they are conceived.
