12-28-2014, 05:14 PM
Onto day 21 and I am having some awful dreams. Dreams where I am being fired from work for being "different" or something like that. Was not a pleasant experience I literally woke up thinking I had been given the chop!..
I've noticed my friends now leave decisions and initiatives to me nower days. I helped organise the cinema trip earlier today and where we were gonna eat and stuff. Usually I don't do that but slowly I am becoming more aware of people relying on me and wanting me to take the lead.
That will all come naturally once the program is complete. For now I am taking mere baby steps
leepy:. I also noticed more of a temperament with things like services or people just not doing something basic when they should. Like the waiter getting orders mixed up and not knowing how much we owed at the end of a meal - like wtf? I feel if this keeps up I will end up snapping at someone in public which would be a brand new experience for me.
