12-13-2014, 04:22 PM
Noticed that today entailed a lot of decisive action and better overall body language.
I was woken up by my 2 mates asking me to go out with them for lunch. I told them no *note in the past I would accept due to feeling the need for companionship and just thinking I need to be around them to validate myself* Instead I decided to up and go to my gym instead to go swim.
My friend asked to come along but under his conditions (not spitefully or anything) but I said no "I'm going now so get into gear or ill just go without you"
I am to the point now I am almost gliding gracefully. My body language has always been semi-decent but now its evolved into "my territory bitch" esque-
I have also taken it upon myself to delete facebook. It serves me no purpose other than to spread bad news columns and general spam. Plus I hardly use it to begin with. I'm happy to leave it dry while I run AM 6 , if I meet some genuine new friends and people then I may re-open my facebook or make a new one but not right now. I am in refurbishment mode
Went and saw a movie with friends. They tried to get me to go eat with them in a certain restaurant but I declined because I don't like it and I wanted to save money. I met up with them later and we had fun. Watched the Hobbit the battle of the 5 armies.
So in short today has seen more improvement. I also noticed more glances by man and women alike. However I am merely reporting my experiences. I expect the latter stages to truely bring me to life!
More to come
LM
I was woken up by my 2 mates asking me to go out with them for lunch. I told them no *note in the past I would accept due to feeling the need for companionship and just thinking I need to be around them to validate myself* Instead I decided to up and go to my gym instead to go swim.
My friend asked to come along but under his conditions (not spitefully or anything) but I said no "I'm going now so get into gear or ill just go without you"
I am to the point now I am almost gliding gracefully. My body language has always been semi-decent but now its evolved into "my territory bitch" esque-
I have also taken it upon myself to delete facebook. It serves me no purpose other than to spread bad news columns and general spam. Plus I hardly use it to begin with. I'm happy to leave it dry while I run AM 6 , if I meet some genuine new friends and people then I may re-open my facebook or make a new one but not right now. I am in refurbishment mode
Went and saw a movie with friends. They tried to get me to go eat with them in a certain restaurant but I declined because I don't like it and I wanted to save money. I met up with them later and we had fun. Watched the Hobbit the battle of the 5 armies.
So in short today has seen more improvement. I also noticed more glances by man and women alike. However I am merely reporting my experiences. I expect the latter stages to truely bring me to life!
More to come
LM
