MasterEnki: From Dud to Stud - Pimp My Aura

[MasterEnki]

Day 90 (Complete):

Time to review:

PROS:

- Some people (mainly female) more friendly towards me
- More sexy self-image
- More optimistic about women

CONS:

- No results of sexual attraction / interest

MISC:

- Decrease in sex-drive
- Alot of people seem to have low-energy / seem half-dead


Reflection:

I feel much sexier,

Though, I'm still very 'rough around the edges'.

For example:

- Still needy at times
- Jealousy
- Lack confidence in myself at times
- Sometimes have anxiety around women (though I can talk to them)
- Feel guilt when checking out women / thoughts of being a pervert
- Fears of being bashed by jealous males
- Fears that she will expect a serious exclusive relationship, even if I explain to her that I only want something casual (or open).

The more I think about it, the more I think EPRHA will be helpful (which I plan to start 1 / 1 / 2015).

I also most likely have a bunch of hidden emotional crap that could do with thinning out too.


Daily Usage:

TOTAL - 899 hrs
Average - 9.98 hrs (approx)

Day 1 - 12.5
Day 2 - 12
Day 3 - 13
Day 4 - 12.5
Day 5 - 10.5
Day 6 - 10.5
Day 7 - 12.5
Day 8 - 13
Day 9 - 13
Day 10 - 13
Day 11 - 13
Day 12 - 10
Day 13 - 10
Day 14 - 11
Day 15 - 12
Day 16 - 12.5
Day 17 - 12.5
Day 18 - 13
Day 19 - 10
Day 20 - 10
Day 21 - 13
Day 22 - 13
Day 23 - 13
Day 24 - 12.5
Day 25 - 13
Day 26 - 10.5
Day 27 - 10
Day 28 - 13
Day 29 - 13
Day 30 - 13
Day 31 - 13
Day 32 - 13
Day 33 - 10.5
Day 34 - 10.5
Day 35 - 13.5
Day 36 - 12.5
Day 37 - 12.5
Day 38 - 13
Day 39 - 13
Day 40 - 11
Day 41 - 10.5
Day 42 - 13
Day 43 - 13
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Day 45 - 11
Day 46 - 13
Day 47 - 11
Day 48 - 10.5
Day 49 - 8
Day 50 - 8
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Day 71 - 8
Day 72 - 8
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Day 75 - 7
Day 76 - 7
Day 77 - 6.5
Day 78 - 8.5
Day 79 - 8
Day 80 - 7
Day 81 - 8
Day 82 - 6.5
Day 83 - 7.5
Day 84 - 8
Day 85 - 8
Day 86 - 8
Day 87 - 8
Day 88 - 8
Day 89 - 7
Day 90 - 8