05-07-2021, 05:24 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-08-2021, 02:31 AM by JackOfHearts.)
First hour in, feeling quite good today even before the sub, the day was eventful, getting stronger orgasm with GF which is quite unusual ( this was an hour or 2 before sub listening). It seems that I'm seeing girls as more attractive or I'm less pessimistic so enjoying girls sight more, it seems to be the sub as I was in a hatred mod toward girls since about a year or 2.
I'm hopeful for this sub I don't know or it's something I have been looking for, a sub not geared toward sex, something genuine, not that sex isn't genuine but that I'm tired of just that, I was actually not interested in girls at all since covid time, it's like I was to my old sex (meant self) 10 years ago before all the sub I did, I have currently no interest at girls besides just physical attraction, I'm seriously just looking at them like they are just animals, I actualy even prefer my dog than girls so it's even worse than that.
I'm not playing this subs for any attraction toward girls or to attract girls, I just want some genuine connection with people which I think it's something I don't have much of it, though I guess it's probably the norm for most of the population, I do think it's possible to get better though. I used to care for people actually before all that stupidity came in to try to get girls, I think I got lost from trying to get girls, today I see girls as just lost souls that mostly doesn't care about anyone else but themselves, though I do think there are some exception.
I'm hopeful for this sub I don't know or it's something I have been looking for, a sub not geared toward sex, something genuine, not that sex isn't genuine but that I'm tired of just that, I was actually not interested in girls at all since covid time, it's like I was to my old sex (meant self) 10 years ago before all the sub I did, I have currently no interest at girls besides just physical attraction, I'm seriously just looking at them like they are just animals, I actualy even prefer my dog than girls so it's even worse than that.
I'm not playing this subs for any attraction toward girls or to attract girls, I just want some genuine connection with people which I think it's something I don't have much of it, though I guess it's probably the norm for most of the population, I do think it's possible to get better though. I used to care for people actually before all that stupidity came in to try to get girls, I think I got lost from trying to get girls, today I see girls as just lost souls that mostly doesn't care about anyone else but themselves, though I do think there are some exception.
