10-20-2014, 03:19 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-23-2014, 02:15 PM by Why So Serious?.)
I knew you had thing for astrology but never thought you would want to be one. That's actually pretty cool. I would like to see where you go with that.
Stage 2
Day 6
This morning I woke feeling very feminine and more like a woman. I know that sounds weird but all this time I never really embraced it. Sadly most of the feeling went away as time passed.
Today at work I almost got into with a co worker. Usually I wouldn't let stuff like this bother me and I probably could have handled the situation better than I did.
She was trying to throw away a bag of chips in my trash can and I told her not to. She did her usual Awe come on it's not a big deal, but I told her that we have been getting roaches. She still threw it in there anyway. That pissed me off. I dug it out of the trash can (I was going to have to do this anyway because we ran out of trash bags, and it was nearly empty) and put it on her cart and told again to throw it way somewhere else . She still threw it my trash can so I had to throw it away in the other can.
Childish I know. I just wanted her to respect my space. She isn't going to deal the roaches when they appear I have to deal with them and the possibly the boss would get on my case for it. She isn't even in there most of the time. And to make matters worse I know she'll do it again tell me oh it's fine, your crazy, don't worry about it and walk off. My co worker said to be a little bit more opened because they come from the poorer parts of their country so they don't have same idea of clean that we have. IT still pisses him off but I guess he does have a point.
I usually don't blow up over little things like that but it doesn't feel like a little matter. It seems like she does that to everybody. She try's to take over wherever she goes and people just let her. The more I look at it now I don't think she ever had any respect for me and just thinks she can get away with whatever she want just because she is very forceful, and bossy. She just wants it her way or no way.
And I thought I would somehow skip the argumentative stage since the other journals don't touch on that.:p At least I don't remember if they did.
Stage 2
Day 6
This morning I woke feeling very feminine and more like a woman. I know that sounds weird but all this time I never really embraced it. Sadly most of the feeling went away as time passed.
Today at work I almost got into with a co worker. Usually I wouldn't let stuff like this bother me and I probably could have handled the situation better than I did.
She was trying to throw away a bag of chips in my trash can and I told her not to. She did her usual Awe come on it's not a big deal, but I told her that we have been getting roaches. She still threw it in there anyway. That pissed me off. I dug it out of the trash can (I was going to have to do this anyway because we ran out of trash bags, and it was nearly empty) and put it on her cart and told again to throw it way somewhere else . She still threw it my trash can so I had to throw it away in the other can.
Childish I know. I just wanted her to respect my space. She isn't going to deal the roaches when they appear I have to deal with them and the possibly the boss would get on my case for it. She isn't even in there most of the time. And to make matters worse I know she'll do it again tell me oh it's fine, your crazy, don't worry about it and walk off. My co worker said to be a little bit more opened because they come from the poorer parts of their country so they don't have same idea of clean that we have. IT still pisses him off but I guess he does have a point.
I usually don't blow up over little things like that but it doesn't feel like a little matter. It seems like she does that to everybody. She try's to take over wherever she goes and people just let her. The more I look at it now I don't think she ever had any respect for me and just thinks she can get away with whatever she want just because she is very forceful, and bossy. She just wants it her way or no way.
And I thought I would somehow skip the argumentative stage since the other journals don't touch on that.:p At least I don't remember if they did.
