01-06-2011, 02:43 PM
1/6/11
Whew, the past few days were rough, but I feel like I'm leveling out again. My head is less foggy and I've got more energy. Still not 100% but I didn't wake up this morning dead tired.
Also came to a realization recently regarding women and relationships and whatnot. I think what I really want is not an abundance of women attracted to me, but the confidence and inner beliefs that allow me to choose whoever I want instead of settling. I'd rather be completely unattached to women and happy, rather than having an abundance of them and still needy for attention. Basically being happy on my own is more of a priority than having an abundance of women in my life.
I always wanted women to do everything because deep down I knew that I never had that strong solid confidence to handle them. I could convince myself logically, but on a more emotional level I felt like a mess. This sub seems to really put me more in control of my emotions, like those negative feelings don't really bother me as much.
Whew, the past few days were rough, but I feel like I'm leveling out again. My head is less foggy and I've got more energy. Still not 100% but I didn't wake up this morning dead tired.
Also came to a realization recently regarding women and relationships and whatnot. I think what I really want is not an abundance of women attracted to me, but the confidence and inner beliefs that allow me to choose whoever I want instead of settling. I'd rather be completely unattached to women and happy, rather than having an abundance of them and still needy for attention. Basically being happy on my own is more of a priority than having an abundance of women in my life.
I always wanted women to do everything because deep down I knew that I never had that strong solid confidence to handle them. I could convince myself logically, but on a more emotional level I felt like a mess. This sub seems to really put me more in control of my emotions, like those negative feelings don't really bother me as much.
