10-04-2014, 01:48 PM
On the fear of abundance:
I agree with David Deida when he wrote :
"..Your insecurity may cause you to doubt yourself, and so you take the easy way, not even approaching your real edge or real gift.
Alternatively, your insecurity may lead you to push, seeking to become victorious over your own sense of lack.
Both approaches avoid your actual condition in the moment, which is often fear.
If you are stressfully avoiding your fear, you cannot relax into fearless.
Your fear is the sharpest definition of your self. You should know it...Fear needs to become your friend, so that you are no longer uncomfortable with it."
David Deida - The way of the superior man
This is one of the reason, I removed all distractions so I could witness my dramas, fears, discomforts and resistances fully emerge and release/accept them.
"...We could say that those who are 'self-accepting' also tend be more 'self-actualizing' than those who do not accept themselves. That is, self-acceptance is a major component of realizing your fullest potential. This is very simple, but it is often overlooked and rarely practiced by most people - who are usually found beating themselves up and disapproving of themselves all day long." - Larry Crane
I did acceptance drill on "feeling wanting love"and "feeling lacking love" and now I feel such a great relief.
I agree with David Deida when he wrote :
"..Your insecurity may cause you to doubt yourself, and so you take the easy way, not even approaching your real edge or real gift.
Alternatively, your insecurity may lead you to push, seeking to become victorious over your own sense of lack.
Both approaches avoid your actual condition in the moment, which is often fear.
If you are stressfully avoiding your fear, you cannot relax into fearless.
Your fear is the sharpest definition of your self. You should know it...Fear needs to become your friend, so that you are no longer uncomfortable with it."
David Deida - The way of the superior man
This is one of the reason, I removed all distractions so I could witness my dramas, fears, discomforts and resistances fully emerge and release/accept them.
"...We could say that those who are 'self-accepting' also tend be more 'self-actualizing' than those who do not accept themselves. That is, self-acceptance is a major component of realizing your fullest potential. This is very simple, but it is often overlooked and rarely practiced by most people - who are usually found beating themselves up and disapproving of themselves all day long." - Larry Crane
I did acceptance drill on "feeling wanting love"and "feeling lacking love" and now I feel such a great relief.
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