09-09-2014, 03:55 PM
(09-09-2014, 08:21 AM)Shannon Wrote: In most cases I encounter after having become more solid in my alphaness, these guys are not threatened by me so much anymore because I am consistent, and because I could not give a flying rat's patoot about challenging their social ranking as it is. Do. Not. Care. I'm just there to observe and enjoy, and when they see that, they tend to calm down and carry about their business. Occasionally a more evolved one will start befriending me, trying to figure me out.
This is interesting Shannon as I'm discovering that as I go through SM 3, I'm beginning to challenge the social structures more and more. I actually wondered today (after almost getting in a fight with my boss) why I'm being so "social-structure" obsessed. I mean, as it stands, I can easily default to my "child of the universe" state which is very laid back, non threatening/threatened, and calm and solid. A state that garners much respect among the other males and calms everyone in my vicinity right down. Yet, there was something in me today that said "try and take over the pack" more or less.
Why would that be happening?
