09-02-2014, 10:15 AM
Stage 2 Day 7
Have caught the cleaning bug and realised what squalor I had before accepted for tidy! Even got some electric room fresheners so we're all tidy and smelling nice now
I am still having relapses but they are not as intense and they are wearing off. I'm also having this re-occurring thought that I'm wasting my time doing WM (after finishing AM6) because it won't work for someone my age and I'll be an Alpha male with no woman or with just the type I'm desperately trying to avoid! No doubts/resistance about being Alpha just this nause regarding women using WM. If it's a form of resistance it's trying bloody hard!
Have caught the cleaning bug and realised what squalor I had before accepted for tidy! Even got some electric room fresheners so we're all tidy and smelling nice now
I am still having relapses but they are not as intense and they are wearing off. I'm also having this re-occurring thought that I'm wasting my time doing WM (after finishing AM6) because it won't work for someone my age and I'll be an Alpha male with no woman or with just the type I'm desperately trying to avoid! No doubts/resistance about being Alpha just this nause regarding women using WM. If it's a form of resistance it's trying bloody hard!
