08-29-2014, 08:53 AM
Don't know if I deleted that last post by mistake or natious did but anyway just wanted to say thanks man that was gold. For me the meds were not a long term solution. I'd rather go through hell the next few years running am6 repeatedly do I can live the rest of my life free and independent than go back on them for the quick boost in mental energy and clarity they bring.
I'm having more dreams , it's clear that deeper level fears are coming up, not being intelligent or quick is a big issue and had a dream that I was at a job interview and kept having to ask the interviewer to repeat the question because I couldn't understand and watching them become increasingly disapproving, disapproval is the real issue now that I write out my thoughts here. LTU killed that fast when I was using it - seems so long ago now but it's there and at a deep level. Has to go.
Girls are showing huge interest then flaking - happens a lot now. I'm also just straight noticing incredibly hot girls wherever I go. I mean super hot...SUPER hot.
I'm having more dreams , it's clear that deeper level fears are coming up, not being intelligent or quick is a big issue and had a dream that I was at a job interview and kept having to ask the interviewer to repeat the question because I couldn't understand and watching them become increasingly disapproving, disapproval is the real issue now that I write out my thoughts here. LTU killed that fast when I was using it - seems so long ago now but it's there and at a deep level. Has to go.
Girls are showing huge interest then flaking - happens a lot now. I'm also just straight noticing incredibly hot girls wherever I go. I mean super hot...SUPER hot.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
