AM6 Round 2

[Darwinn]

Now I'm regretting having started SM..

There's still time if you aren't mortally ill or something.. I've been wanting to focus on women for the whole time now that I've been running AM6 and it seems plausible that that has been holding me back in terms of AM6 results. I figure if I run SM3 once or twice now, then I might be able to better focus on the AM6 stuff (when I'm less distracted). Or maybe BASE, hmm..

That's cool, I'd ask though what you mean by wanting to focus on women. I only speak about myself here but I know that I'd love to walk into a room and have the hottest women there all over me - which is why I was thinking of sm3 a lot - but I also know that a sizeable part of that was the desire for validation. This is one of the reasons I think AM6 still needs to be gone through (for me)

Last night I worked through a lot of resistance toward being dominant. Lots of fears about the damage I would do to innocent people if I had power over them were raised and I tapped on it all. Since I'm used to people in a powerful position screwing me over I'm afraid that if someone looks up to me or allows me to influence them I will hurt them, possibly for my own benefit. But it needn't be that way.


Now I write I also realise that there is some element of pride in being a ritcheous suffering underdog. Will have to tap on this too.