08-16-2014, 04:10 PM
Thanks Alpha Real for your input, going to try that out 
Some update from me
been feeling more stable and better everyday since I wrote last time. Been listening for 46 days now.
I have been directing my energy to make my goals happen. Have been fully involved in organizing events for my organization in my free time and I am going to have my first introduction/training next weekend.
My energy level has shifted and I am really thinking less and less of the break up
I have been moving forward.
getting more attention/approach by men and I have started to see attractive men around me again. I've been feeling very sexual and I feel the vibe/chemistry and I immediately know/feel if a guy that I like has some interest in me.
I have been flirting and chatting with some and even got carried away and hooked up with one. Even if I know its not going any further. I am not ready for that yet so this was all I needed. It has been really fun to have that again and it boosts my mood/confidence to know that they find me attractive.
I really feel like I am opening more up and being more honest to people about my likes/dislikes.
I feel like my opinion does matter and is valued.
Emotional stability is almost always there and I haven't had a bad day in 10 days.
No guilt, fear or shame is there anymore.
It feels amazing so we can say that I am quite happy these days
Some update from me
been feeling more stable and better everyday since I wrote last time. Been listening for 46 days now.
I have been directing my energy to make my goals happen. Have been fully involved in organizing events for my organization in my free time and I am going to have my first introduction/training next weekend.
My energy level has shifted and I am really thinking less and less of the break up
I have been moving forward.
getting more attention/approach by men and I have started to see attractive men around me again. I've been feeling very sexual and I feel the vibe/chemistry and I immediately know/feel if a guy that I like has some interest in me.
I have been flirting and chatting with some and even got carried away and hooked up with one. Even if I know its not going any further. I am not ready for that yet so this was all I needed. It has been really fun to have that again and it boosts my mood/confidence to know that they find me attractive.
I really feel like I am opening more up and being more honest to people about my likes/dislikes.
I feel like my opinion does matter and is valued.
Emotional stability is almost always there and I haven't had a bad day in 10 days.
No guilt, fear or shame is there anymore.
It feels amazing so we can say that I am quite happy these days
