Red_Panda's journey to heal

[Red_Panda]

Thank you. I really hope that it will be better.
I realized that I've just been so eager about getting better as quickly as possible that I left a big part of me behind that is resisting all this.
I have to accept that It won't happen as fast as I conciously want to. I am trying to be more kind and patient to myself and allow things to happen at it's own phase.
So I guess I have to take one day at a time.

[Red_Panda]

Thanks Alpha Real for your input, going to try that out

Some update from me
been feeling more stable and better everyday since I wrote last time. Been listening for 46 days now.
I have been directing my energy to make my goals happen. Have been fully involved in organizing events for my organization in my free time and I am going to have my first introduction/training next weekend.
My energy level has shifted and I am really thinking less and less of the break up

I have been moving forward.
getting more attention/approach by men and I have started to see attractive men around me again. I've been feeling very sexual and I feel the vibe/chemistry and I immediately know/feel if a guy that I like has some interest in me.
I have been flirting and chatting with some and even got carried away and hooked up with one. Even if I know its not going any further. I am not ready for that yet so this was all I needed. It has been really fun to have that again and it boosts my mood/confidence to know that they find me attractive.

I really feel like I am opening more up and being more honest to people about my likes/dislikes.
I feel like my opinion does matter and is valued.
Emotional stability is almost always there and I haven't had a bad day in 10 days.
No guilt, fear or shame is there anymore.
It feels amazing so we can say that I am quite happy these days

[Red_Panda]

Hi all

It's been almost one month since I posted last time. There have been 75 days since I started the program. but for the last 2 weeks I haven't been listening to it everyday, so I think in total I have missed about 10 days so real exposure is about 65 days and I think I am not going to listen to it any more since I don't feel much difference in emotional healing since I posted last time and I think I am healed. going for AF or LTU soon. In the meantime I might start ASC since my budget is tight these days.

A lot of things have been happening for the last few months. I am finding my self esteem and self confidence increasing a lot since I started the program and I am just more relaxed and enjoy life more in general. I have more often been in the state that I don't care about what is happening and just enjoy the moment. It is a great feeling. I have been challenging myself and doing things that are out of my comfort zone and I feel great about that. I had my first training as a trainer in the end of august and It was very big and important milestone in my life.
I also took big decisions regarding career and I am happy about the changes I am making.

I am finally on that place that it feels good to be single and free. I am getting more Attention from men like I mentioned before and I am getting more compliments regarding my looks. Always nice to get a compliment

Last week I went for a coffee date with some attractive man I met on that famous Tinder app ( It doesn't hurt to look around on the internet and have some fun ) and it was fun to flirt and chat and I noticed that he liked me. The date went well, at least we are meeting again next week.
Despite that I just want to take it easy and not rush into something new too quickly, Always fun to meet new people.

I probably won't post more in this thread but this subliminal have met my expectations and more than that. Amazing results I have been getting.

When I start listening to new subs I will make a new thread.

Thank you Shannon and Indigo mind labs for making such a wonderful subliminals!
I am looking forward to try out a new one.

until next time
- Red Panda

[Athena]

Well done, Red Panda, for keeping up listening to it and it's exciting to read about the wonderful changes that have taken place for you...WOW!
Very happy for you
Please keep us posted.

[Red_Panda]

Thank you very much Athena I will post some updates for sure