07-12-2014, 06:34 AM
The last couple of weeks I have suffered some very negative emotions. I've made some bad decisions in the past, was too lazy, and wasn't sufficiently responsible or accountable.
My previously bad behavior has led to some very negative emotional states - worse than I have ever experienced before in my life. For those who do the Sedona Method I was temporarily taken down to apathy, grief and fear.
I have now resolved my problems and am back up to courageousness, acceptance and peace.
However this has been a very, very serious kick in the ass. The burdens of leadership are great but I was failing to meet them. This can never happen again - or my family will suffer greatly.
I have learned the importance of responsibility, integrity, courage, mental strength, persistence, and overwhelming consistent action towards my purpose. I have also set a deadline of paying off the mortgage on the family home by next Spring (around ~$100k which I will need to earn on top of other income).
I will be implementing systems, positive habits, weekly and monthly goals, and accountability meetings to ensure that I work like a beast towards my purpose. I have reached the stage where procrastination, laziness and irresponsibility are utterly, utterly unacceptable.
When I began AM6 I was an irresponsible boy. Now I am a man.
My previously bad behavior has led to some very negative emotional states - worse than I have ever experienced before in my life. For those who do the Sedona Method I was temporarily taken down to apathy, grief and fear.
I have now resolved my problems and am back up to courageousness, acceptance and peace.
However this has been a very, very serious kick in the ass. The burdens of leadership are great but I was failing to meet them. This can never happen again - or my family will suffer greatly.
I have learned the importance of responsibility, integrity, courage, mental strength, persistence, and overwhelming consistent action towards my purpose. I have also set a deadline of paying off the mortgage on the family home by next Spring (around ~$100k which I will need to earn on top of other income).
I will be implementing systems, positive habits, weekly and monthly goals, and accountability meetings to ensure that I work like a beast towards my purpose. I have reached the stage where procrastination, laziness and irresponsibility are utterly, utterly unacceptable.
When I began AM6 I was an irresponsible boy. Now I am a man.
