06-03-2014, 05:31 AM
(05-28-2014, 10:09 PM)robstar Wrote: That's great to hear bud! Especially since I start stage 5 in a about 5 days, woooo! I'm already noticing things starting to come together.
Thanks man, I hope things go as well for you as they are for me!
I've actually had a couple dreams lately. And surprisingly (or maybe not) they have to do with whales again lol. (Just as a reminder I've had an unexplainable fear of them since a nightmare I had when I was a little kid) In this dream I was swimming and diving with the whales and was having a good time. A person stole one of the baby whales (calf?) and I was doing parkour stuff and whoopin' ass and takin' names and wound up saving it.
Seems like it's destroying my fears. Could that be the surprise?
It's also remarkable how happy I am almost all the time, even when things go bad. Full disclosure, I still live with my ex-girlfriend and currently friends with benefits would be the most accurate description of us. But she's spending this week with another guy at a hotel, and it's affecting me, but not nearly as bad as I would expect. I'm still happy all day long.
