05-22-2014, 11:27 AM
Okay 2 exams down 1 to go. Then I can relax.
Stage 4 is really having a strong effect on me. I'm having the most realistic dreams ever, normally about things from my past. Girls are acting so strange around me.
At times I feel like I'm being stalked, I turn around and see a girl just giggling to herself or dashing away as if she was embarrassed. At other times they are in an angry state. Rejection is not an option apparently.
Yesterday, I was in a stationary shop doing some printing and the girl behind the counter was kinda cute. She started talking away to me about how hard it must be to be a student especially around this time of the year with all the exams. The conversation went on and we were joking and flirting. She made the suggestion that we should go out for something last night and I politely said I couldn't as I had an exam this morning and suggested another night. I don't know what happened, she stared at me and said "if you want this, then you can have this but it has to be tonight" I explained again I couldn't as I had an exam, she then started shouting "what is wrong with you, are you gay or something, can't you see what I'm offering you" I changed my tone and said I'm not interested and she screamed "get out" so I started to leave and she shouted I'm sorry my numbers on the reciept give me a call.
Seriously wtf? I have her number but I don't want to call her, she might have been hot but she seemed mental.
After my exam today I arrived back at my halls and I'm standing outside smoking talking to a group of 3 girls, we are talking about exams and stress, one of them says something about relaxing and taking a hot shower and a back rub, immediately after she said it one of them stared at me looking for a reaction, I don't know if I smirked but suddenly she splashed my face with diet coke and called me a perverted bas*ard and she stormed off with one of the girls, they left laughing.
The girl who had said the back rub thing was laughing. And then we had a conversation about how over the top that was. Anyway we get talking about how we think we did in the exams and she suggested take out, so we got some food and are in her flat, after dinner she went to use the bathroom and get changed, she came out in tight shorts and top, I had never noticed how hot her body was, she normally wears loose unattractive clothing, well after receiving a good shoulder rub we were in the shower together.
I'm loving this sub. I just wish that I didn't have exams right now as stage 4 I seem to be horny every second of every day. It's so weird, I've never been seduced before, it's fun but also confusing as you never know if a girl is going to be nice to you or just embarrassing to be in the presence of.
This is the best week of my life, even if I had to suffer two exams.
Stage 4 is really having a strong effect on me. I'm having the most realistic dreams ever, normally about things from my past. Girls are acting so strange around me.
At times I feel like I'm being stalked, I turn around and see a girl just giggling to herself or dashing away as if she was embarrassed. At other times they are in an angry state. Rejection is not an option apparently.
Yesterday, I was in a stationary shop doing some printing and the girl behind the counter was kinda cute. She started talking away to me about how hard it must be to be a student especially around this time of the year with all the exams. The conversation went on and we were joking and flirting. She made the suggestion that we should go out for something last night and I politely said I couldn't as I had an exam this morning and suggested another night. I don't know what happened, she stared at me and said "if you want this, then you can have this but it has to be tonight" I explained again I couldn't as I had an exam, she then started shouting "what is wrong with you, are you gay or something, can't you see what I'm offering you" I changed my tone and said I'm not interested and she screamed "get out" so I started to leave and she shouted I'm sorry my numbers on the reciept give me a call.
Seriously wtf? I have her number but I don't want to call her, she might have been hot but she seemed mental.
After my exam today I arrived back at my halls and I'm standing outside smoking talking to a group of 3 girls, we are talking about exams and stress, one of them says something about relaxing and taking a hot shower and a back rub, immediately after she said it one of them stared at me looking for a reaction, I don't know if I smirked but suddenly she splashed my face with diet coke and called me a perverted bas*ard and she stormed off with one of the girls, they left laughing.
The girl who had said the back rub thing was laughing. And then we had a conversation about how over the top that was. Anyway we get talking about how we think we did in the exams and she suggested take out, so we got some food and are in her flat, after dinner she went to use the bathroom and get changed, she came out in tight shorts and top, I had never noticed how hot her body was, she normally wears loose unattractive clothing, well after receiving a good shoulder rub we were in the shower together.
I'm loving this sub. I just wish that I didn't have exams right now as stage 4 I seem to be horny every second of every day. It's so weird, I've never been seduced before, it's fun but also confusing as you never know if a girl is going to be nice to you or just embarrassing to be in the presence of.
This is the best week of my life, even if I had to suffer two exams.
