05-10-2014, 10:01 AM
(05-10-2014, 08:57 AM)Javier Gerardo Wrote: Still on AM 5.0 Stage 1.
I relapsed on my NoFap after about 30+ days. Now I'm currently on 5 days strong. I will try my best to go more than that and quit PMO forever.
NoFap is killing me sometimes. Of course I am on Hard Mode for 90 days so no sex for 90 days as well. As such I feel I am getting a bit of socially awkward and going back to my bad habits. However recently I went out to a coffee shop and managed to flirt with a really cute barista. She and other baristas were having fun and laughing at my jokes. I saw their eyes and I know it's ON! When me and my friends were about to leave I was about to go back to her and get her number or Facebook but she's gone from the counter. It's no biggie though.
Well, I probably just need to get out more aside from just going out for work and when I meet my friends and family. I would want to go out more as well.
"NoFap" is definitely hard. I treat it like working out/dieting myself. I'm giving myself a "cheat day" about once a month. It's easier to bear if you know that it's not gone "forever", which can cause a relapse. If you know you'll "see it again", I find it's easier to stick to the "diet".