dont know why but heavy resistance is occurying, stopped acting on the opportunities i have 100 neediness kill but that isnt good as well ???, again hate and anger is coming up towards women everynight i dream about my exgirlfriends playing games on me, telling me that they love me and then rejecting me or cheating on me...altough i get approached at leats once a day its more like an unfriendly neging i have with women... still getting alot of looks from women my buddies always ask me "do you know her?" and i say "no why" and they answer "she looked at you this way"
a cool thing was 2 days ago, a girl was telling me that i have a fake personality and am dumb, but then my ex showed up an defended me.... said "he is not fake and he is smart, maybe he treats you like shit but that doesn´t mean that he has nothing in his head." it was cool never had women fighting over me...
Another thing is i do try to help my friends and do approaches for them but not for me any longer, i dont like the idea of pursuing women anymore, i want them to come to me, but like i said i do approaches for my friends, but its depressing for me to realize that i am the only alpha there...there is no other guy i could learn from, and when i bring them one girl they are all 5 jumping right on her like hungry dogs on a piece of steak and at the end they can not do anything.. everywhere i go i see so much mistakes from men and see the reason why women are so shitty like they are, its the beta guys fault so i am getting a deep hate against both beta-men and arrogant women....sometimes i feel like an old men who has lived arleady one life...
a cool thing was 2 days ago, a girl was telling me that i have a fake personality and am dumb, but then my ex showed up an defended me.... said "he is not fake and he is smart, maybe he treats you like shit but that doesn´t mean that he has nothing in his head." it was cool never had women fighting over me...
Another thing is i do try to help my friends and do approaches for them but not for me any longer, i dont like the idea of pursuing women anymore, i want them to come to me, but like i said i do approaches for my friends, but its depressing for me to realize that i am the only alpha there...there is no other guy i could learn from, and when i bring them one girl they are all 5 jumping right on her like hungry dogs on a piece of steak and at the end they can not do anything.. everywhere i go i see so much mistakes from men and see the reason why women are so shitty like they are, its the beta guys fault so i am getting a deep hate against both beta-men and arrogant women....sometimes i feel like an old men who has lived arleady one life...
