(04-24-2014, 12:16 PM)AfzalG Wrote: part2: my buddy told me there is a new club called "Pi-Club" and that we should go there and take some drinks. I aggreed but told him that I wont do any approaches....He said of course we wont. We arrived and the Security said he wont let us in because it´s a private party this night. Then a waitress smoking a cigarette said, he guys the real party is taking place 100m at the next building she showed us a door and told there wont be any security. We went through the door and arrived at a fantastic place i have never seen something like that it was some vip shit with everything you can imagine. We went to the bar and ordered some vodka redbull some girls came by talking about something and carring some food suddenly one of them offered me to take something and eat, i asked whats that the other one answered "it´s my birthday and noone congratulated me" and she made a sad face... I said "i will congratulate you" and gave her hugs, the other girls laughed and one of them said " it´s my birthday too" so gave her hugs too, and then all of the girls began to tell me that its theire birthday too and they wanted hugs i ended up huging with 6 beautiful young gilrs 4 blondes and 2 brunettes all the guys were looking and wondering who i am.... Out there we were chilling in vip seats smoking drinking then a little redhead girl came buy with a toy bunny, we were looking at her and then she said "dont laugh at me" I answered " we arent laughing at you you just look like a sweet little girl with it" . She said "oh you are so nice come on let´s sit all together with my friends "(all female friends). And again they were some kind of bisexuelle although they all were pretty young, (17-19) sm seems to attract younger girls in a stronger way ..... they started kissing in front of us and touchinng their asses, me and my friend looked each other in the eyes and said "thats whats life is all about" again all guys were starring at us .... we got free drinks everyone was nice.... to keep it short we ***** them and it was the greatest night of my life ....:angel:
but then again the hole week nothing, sometimes women stare at me sometime i dont even get noticed by women, sometimes i get 10-12 women asking me via internet to date them sometimes no girl for like a week...
also my auras are confusing me, some girls tell me that they think that i am icecold and **** a lot of women without having feelings for them, some girls tell me that i need a lot of love and am a nice guy wtf?
whats frustrating me i dated several girls i was interested in having a relationship with them, it turned out that they only want to **** with me nothing more ???
in stage 2 i only wanted to **** and the girls wanted a relationship, now i want one and they dont ...
its all confusing me its all about ups and downs.... dont know where it is getting me... sometimes i think shannon put too much material in it and thats the reason why we are getting these confusing results... probably this sub needs much more time to be applied fully and show its effects correctly...
also i think sm only works on highly sexual, kinky or nymphomanic women/girls normal women show nearly no piositive effects or are scared again today a young lady stood up and choosed to stay in the train when i said next to her.... although i was showered smelled good and was dressed pretty well (had a meeting)...
16. Day Stage 6 ......
Hey dude.
I am doing hypnosis and visualization to create a more sexual aura and am having similar experiences to you(though not as extreme). There have been a few nights where women have been very open to me and I took a girl home in less than 15 min two weeks ago(Never done that before). She changed her mind outside her apartment though and didn't let me in. Anyway there have also been nights where women don't seem to give a damn about me.
Anyway what I've been doing is chalking it up to life. There will always be good days and bad days in life and no amount of subs will change that. I've read through your journal and seems like the SM3 sub has given you some amazing experiences. Experiences that you've never had before. I think the best way to deal with this is to be thankful for what the sub has helped you achieve and accept that every single day won't be like that. That will bring you more peace of mind. It has for me.
