04-23-2014, 12:42 AM
Oh dont ask me guys its a fucking rollcoaster.
sometimes i get great succces and sometimes i get great failure...
an example, friday i went out on a beer with my workout buddy, next to us 2 girls were sitting and drinking they gave me and my friend (he´s using am5, also stage 6 now) some serious looks, but i told my buddy that we are not going to approach them because they are just to young 16 or something like that and i dont want to fuck drink kids because they were pretty childish too... however the waitress was pretty nice i flirtet with her but dont value this because waitresses have to be nice, my friend noticed two girls (about 24) sitting behind us looking at us, and told me to approach them, i refused at first because they werent so hot 6,5 and 7 only... but then after having him talking me in to it i did it and got the worst rejection of my entired life, or it feelt like that because this girls were less attractive than the ones i usally use to approach, everyone looked at me there because it was some noble restaurant... I felt like a piece of shit, was angry about myself and my friend... then he said we will never do approaches again and i said yes you are right...
the next they we went to a stripclub pretty depressed and without motivation. This Day many girls were starring at me but i decided to ignore them because I thought it isnt going anywhere. In the stripclub I stood at the bar i took some drinks, I was far behind the stage were the action took place, some guys were there with their girlsfriends and man the girls gave me looks like crazy, i had to look away because their 300 punds tatooed gorilla boyfriends started to get angry lol...
after a while i was enjoying the show from a distance being cold and unimpressed, it was a big club maybe 100 men where were watching the show- no touching allowed. then suddenly out of nothing one of the stripper girls walked all the way down from the stage pass the 100 men, pushed me her tits in my face and the her ass and stood there with her ass in front of my face, i wonderd what she wants she said "pull my panties down sweetheart" i did it she danced in front of me and gave me kisses on the neck, everyone was looking at me then she went back to the stage. I said to my friend what the fuck just happend because none of the girls there was doing anything with the guests there. He laughed and said that´s the power of sm working, she considered you worthy.
Then after that two lesbians had a great show everyone wanted to take pictures with them, but they refused to do that, and were escorted with the security. I had some drinks intus and followed them like a crazy idiot backstage my buddy was running behind me yelling "dont do anything wrong bro." I grapped the one in red a the hips and pulled her to me, she looked me in the eyes confused dont knowing what to do, at first she resisted and wanted to push me away, but i continued holding her near me, massaging her ass and back and telling her how beautiful she is and what a great show it is... after a minute or two she smiled and put her head to mine and we kissed =D haha my friend arrived and took some pictures with hie mobile phone =D ... I kissed and massaged her ass and tits for about 10-15 minutes, then i said "thank you honey you are great" and left because the security was arriving, she looked again confused and impressed at me at the same time, she was completly perplex and kept looking at me till i left to the backdoor. Me and my buddy laughed our asses off as we left the place he said "sm is making you sick, that was crazy dude, i am glad i took pictures,"...
He said that he wants to go and drink some more with me because the evening was so great so far...
I have to leave i will write the second part when i come back...thats why i dont like to keep the journal its just too much to tell..
sometimes i get great succces and sometimes i get great failure...
an example, friday i went out on a beer with my workout buddy, next to us 2 girls were sitting and drinking they gave me and my friend (he´s using am5, also stage 6 now) some serious looks, but i told my buddy that we are not going to approach them because they are just to young 16 or something like that and i dont want to fuck drink kids because they were pretty childish too... however the waitress was pretty nice i flirtet with her but dont value this because waitresses have to be nice, my friend noticed two girls (about 24) sitting behind us looking at us, and told me to approach them, i refused at first because they werent so hot 6,5 and 7 only... but then after having him talking me in to it i did it and got the worst rejection of my entired life, or it feelt like that because this girls were less attractive than the ones i usally use to approach, everyone looked at me there because it was some noble restaurant... I felt like a piece of shit, was angry about myself and my friend... then he said we will never do approaches again and i said yes you are right...
the next they we went to a stripclub pretty depressed and without motivation. This Day many girls were starring at me but i decided to ignore them because I thought it isnt going anywhere. In the stripclub I stood at the bar i took some drinks, I was far behind the stage were the action took place, some guys were there with their girlsfriends and man the girls gave me looks like crazy, i had to look away because their 300 punds tatooed gorilla boyfriends started to get angry lol...
after a while i was enjoying the show from a distance being cold and unimpressed, it was a big club maybe 100 men where were watching the show- no touching allowed. then suddenly out of nothing one of the stripper girls walked all the way down from the stage pass the 100 men, pushed me her tits in my face and the her ass and stood there with her ass in front of my face, i wonderd what she wants she said "pull my panties down sweetheart" i did it she danced in front of me and gave me kisses on the neck, everyone was looking at me then she went back to the stage. I said to my friend what the fuck just happend because none of the girls there was doing anything with the guests there. He laughed and said that´s the power of sm working, she considered you worthy.
Then after that two lesbians had a great show everyone wanted to take pictures with them, but they refused to do that, and were escorted with the security. I had some drinks intus and followed them like a crazy idiot backstage my buddy was running behind me yelling "dont do anything wrong bro." I grapped the one in red a the hips and pulled her to me, she looked me in the eyes confused dont knowing what to do, at first she resisted and wanted to push me away, but i continued holding her near me, massaging her ass and back and telling her how beautiful she is and what a great show it is... after a minute or two she smiled and put her head to mine and we kissed =D haha my friend arrived and took some pictures with hie mobile phone =D ... I kissed and massaged her ass and tits for about 10-15 minutes, then i said "thank you honey you are great" and left because the security was arriving, she looked again confused and impressed at me at the same time, she was completly perplex and kept looking at me till i left to the backdoor. Me and my buddy laughed our asses off as we left the place he said "sm is making you sick, that was crazy dude, i am glad i took pictures,"...
He said that he wants to go and drink some more with me because the evening was so great so far...
I have to leave i will write the second part when i come back...thats why i dont like to keep the journal its just too much to tell..
