Delta's AM6 Journal

[TangoDelta]

I'm well aware of how negative this all is. And I'm well aware it's all my fault. I don't go to class, don't do the homework, don't do the lab reports, don't study, and because of all that, I even skip going to the exams. That's how bad it is. I've had half a dozen second chances, and I fuck it up every semester. I don't know why. When I actually do go to class and do well, I feel good about myself. I honestly only have one class that I will pass this semester. As long as they don't kick me out, I'll be fine. But they sent me an email in the beginning of the semester stating that if I fail, I'll no longer be allowed in the engineering college. I don't like to admit defeat, but there's honestly no way I can pass them all at this point in the semester, only one of them. We'll see what happens.

I started Stage 4 last night so here's hoping this will all take a turn for the better and that I'll pull my head out of my ass and figure out where I go from here.

P.S.
I do feel smoother today and have noticed a few girls looking at me.