Fluffybunny's Sex Magnet 3 Journal

[FluffyBunny]

Stage 6 Day 1.

Went out a total of 11 nights in the last 2 months. Still havnt gotten results....

Its weird... It does seem like more girls are attracted but the times i act on them didnt seem so...

like for example im on the dance floor dancing . i would have girls come and dance infront of me. Then i do something about it ... and seems like its a no...

Had like 1 girl that approached me kinda indirectly asked me a question and left... then i went for her. was very postive but then somehow she started talking to this other guy...
then they stopped and she just went onto the dance floor with her girl friend.

I seem to just have no urge to make any moves.... so weird.. i have to like force myself to do something.

its like stuck in the middle .... girls arent coming ... but are showing some signs. and im not approaching...

then a lot the female friends i had in school now like hates me .... i dont even hit on them im just like friendly ....

i do get more girls pinging me and giving me looks but thats whatever...

and i feel quite emotionless as well too. And its seems almost as its impossible to have connection with girls...

i am stuck.... i dont know what to do. I want to have connections with girls too . sometimes i feel like im a lifeless soul... wondering around.

some of the girls that dance infront of me ... or right beside me ... i give like zero shit ... then i force myself to do something about it then they end up not wanting anything.

Then once in a blue moon i see a girl i really want... and generate some feelings but shes repulsive to me...but at the same time seems kinda attracted too..

One thing i realized is my approach is also so god dam passive in clubs... i think taht is why its not working with girls that even show signs and coming into my proximity..
its weird cause i dont feel that strong urge to go aggressive at all....
gotta get my head straight next time i head out....have to focus and force myself to be more aggressive...