the birthday party is over i mean i left earlier i wished i could tell you something positive but it was the worst day of my life...
i am not a weak guy but after more than 40 rejections you start to loose faith in your self...,
all the girls i knew there ignored me,... some of them said hi after a while and added " i had to say hi to you because you were looking at me in a creepy way"
in the club i danced like a king but got rejected from every single girl i dont understand it at first they were nice to me... but then they started pushing me away and some of them even slapped me or brought theire beta boyfriends to intimate me...but they got scared pretty fast after one word of mine... i mean i feel like the biggest looser in the world now... i dont understand it they were dancing or kissing with guys much uglier than me... i think about jumping directly to the refresger stage... but i know its wrong i dont understand it , my game was perfect all the guys i know said things to me like "man you are a real womanizer" or "dude you have balls" but the women didnt appreaciate it... i dont understand the world anymore the security didnt want to check my id and wished me a good time, alle the other guys were controlled but i got so much respect from men but no respect from women??? i dont know whats happening,....
sm made me so cool and solid but the manifestation seems to be shit , my buddy is using am 5 and women are appearing out of nothing in his live i always have to approach them or make the first step... after more than 40 rejections i feel like the ugliest guy on the world -.- .... i dont know what to say even my ex isnt answering my phone calls...
i think i will do wm after the refresher stage of sm and if this doesnt help me i dont know what to do next... good night guys...
i am not a weak guy but after more than 40 rejections you start to loose faith in your self...,
all the girls i knew there ignored me,... some of them said hi after a while and added " i had to say hi to you because you were looking at me in a creepy way"
in the club i danced like a king but got rejected from every single girl i dont understand it at first they were nice to me... but then they started pushing me away and some of them even slapped me or brought theire beta boyfriends to intimate me...but they got scared pretty fast after one word of mine... i mean i feel like the biggest looser in the world now... i dont understand it they were dancing or kissing with guys much uglier than me... i think about jumping directly to the refresger stage... but i know its wrong i dont understand it , my game was perfect all the guys i know said things to me like "man you are a real womanizer" or "dude you have balls" but the women didnt appreaciate it... i dont understand the world anymore the security didnt want to check my id and wished me a good time, alle the other guys were controlled but i got so much respect from men but no respect from women??? i dont know whats happening,....
sm made me so cool and solid but the manifestation seems to be shit , my buddy is using am 5 and women are appearing out of nothing in his live i always have to approach them or make the first step... after more than 40 rejections i feel like the ugliest guy on the world -.- .... i dont know what to say even my ex isnt answering my phone calls...
i think i will do wm after the refresher stage of sm and if this doesnt help me i dont know what to do next... good night guys...
