10-16-2010, 07:31 AM
Eight days into level 3 of the alpha male set.
Felt really good for the first four or five days.Now I feel anger about stuff but
it's really focused,like an inner fire,compelling me to act towards my goals.I actually tried to watch TV yesterday but couldn't and went back to working
on my goals.I'm not happy about lots of stuff in my life and I'm going to change them,I'll figure how.
I read some more,learned more,did more stuff I procrastinated on.
I realized today that a lot of the time neediness to women didn't came from
geniunly being attracted to them.It came more of liking them attracted to me and just wanted approval from them.I think I'm less interested in some women now because of their personality even if they look good.
I'm enjoying myself more in conversations,bit more humorous.
There a feeling of being out of sync with my life.Lots of stuff doesn't make sense anymore.
I'm going back to university tomorrow so I bought mp3 so I can listen when
I'm outside to.I
Felt really good for the first four or five days.Now I feel anger about stuff but
it's really focused,like an inner fire,compelling me to act towards my goals.I actually tried to watch TV yesterday but couldn't and went back to working
on my goals.I'm not happy about lots of stuff in my life and I'm going to change them,I'll figure how.
I read some more,learned more,did more stuff I procrastinated on.
I realized today that a lot of the time neediness to women didn't came from
geniunly being attracted to them.It came more of liking them attracted to me and just wanted approval from them.I think I'm less interested in some women now because of their personality even if they look good.
I'm enjoying myself more in conversations,bit more humorous.
There a feeling of being out of sync with my life.Lots of stuff doesn't make sense anymore.
I'm going back to university tomorrow so I bought mp3 so I can listen when
I'm outside to.I
