Minitatan's SM 3.0 Journal

[Minititan]

welcome to the world of sm I can tell you it will get worse...

I am drinking 5-6 Energy Drinks everyday ...

I recommend switching to Green tea. Green tea has a natural source of caffeine that isn't bad for your health at all. It's extremely stimulating as well & will help you skin & other things in your body.

/\ I agree with this. And the best kind of green tea is Matcha. Antioxidant Powerhouse. One Cup Matcha = 10 Cups Green Tea as far as Antioxidants are concerned.

As for your energy issues, it's entirely possible you simply aren't eating enough. What's your diet like?

It's entirely possible it's lack of food. My student diet isn't the best to live by, however I've only been exhausted since starting stage 2, so I'm not to sure.



Stage 2 - day 7

Besides being extremely tired especially the first five days of this sub, I've noticed a few subtle changes.

Eye contact lasts longer with strangers.
Girls are getting physically closer, like almost snuggling upto me in public, nice feeling but awkward at times, they seem to be infatuated with me and it's like I don't notice them, was in a student bar the other day in the afternoon and we sat with a group of girls, after around 10 minutes I noticed one had her arm around me and her head leaning on my shoulder, at first I didn't even notice her, then when I did. It felt so awkward, I can only describe it as a clingy girlfriend feeling, I don't know her name and felt at this point it would be unfair to ask, I'm going to point out this was at 11 in the morning and none of us were drinking. Just downright strange.

Weird dream....
I've never had an experience with hookers before but last night dreamt I was curb crawling, and all these chicks were coming upto my car and offering me money, I woke up feeling like such a whore, strange, i know SM isn't going to make sex my new career so don't understand the meaning behind this dream.